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"Being over-exaggerated over something is not good.."
I just found out that there's no such thing as plagiarism in Indonesia. Here, People will only consider it as covering, cosplaying or translating stuff into Indonesian.
But, it's only happened outside the fandom
as a fangirl, i have not only a fandom, but many.. and the closest two i get are Versailles and Larc en ciel. But then i realize that I can only have ONE fandom if you want to stay put. I can NOT be in Larc or Versailles at the same time. It's (unfortunately) forbidden,for Versailles fandom.
LMAO, if some of bangyas said that the Versailles' bangya is the craziest one, well, right now, i say it's very true. Just like i said before, you can not be in many fandoms at the same time if you want to be in Versailles fandom. And if you don't have the same public enemy in there, just go away. Never look back. Otherwise you are ababil. x)
And that, yesterday, i have my eyes opened widely,
I live in a world where Misaruka is NOT fine for copying Versailles, but it's FINE for Jrocks copying Larc en Ciel..
Ah, for those who doesn't know jrocks is, well, it's an Indonesian Japanese Major band, who is more famous than larc en ciel in Indonesia even if they copy/remake some of Larc's songs, make indonesian lyrics, and claim it as their songs..
Too bad? well, for me, it's just too bad. very bad.
But, for some fans in Versailles fandom, what Jrocks did doesn't matter at all. even they think that it's proper. And even if Jrocks got more fans than larc in indonesia, it's because of their hardwork. so we have to RESPECT them. and for larc's fans who got angry to Jrocks, c'moon, chill out. You are such an overrated ababil. Jrocks did nothing, they just cover and cosplay larc. and translate larc's song into Indonesia.and claimed it as jrocks' songs. nothing bad in that, so chill your tits out, ababil.
And I just never thought when i mocked Jrocks exaggeratedly because i hate them for what they did, i got mocked by my friend in THAT fandom and laughed at me. oh, perhaps i was just being misunderstood. i thought they were my friend, but who knew they didn't consider me as friend? well, i never ask, sih.. x))
why do i think that way? i know i'm being exaggerated, but, as i know, friend don't do what they did.
okay, okay, they didn't mean it they said. it was for someone else showed up in her timeline who knew nothing about vamps/larc and didn't want Jrocks met vamps/larc/hyde but mocked Jrocks. and they said they never meant it was me. perhaps they never thought i would think it was me either.
well, what was the difference of me and THAT someone else? i showed up in her timeline, i knew nothing about vamps/larc/hyde, and i mocked jrocks straightly and very loudly, and i didn't want jrocks met hyde/vamps/larc either.
all the criteria she made about that someone else fitted me, right? so what would make me think it wasn't me?
and anyway, perhaps i should bring a big mirror for them since they forgot, what i did to Jrocks, was exactly what they did to Misaruka.
Ah, yes, in Versailles fandom, Misaruka is some kind of blacklist. Because, we think misaruka copied versailles' outfit. And no one in versailles fandom wants Versailles to meet Misaruka or to be on the same stage.
and-that-is-what-larc's fans-want-about-Jrocks.
but naah, linda, you have to realize that misaruka is such a shame to meet versailles, but jrocks is not a matter if they meet larc/vamps/hyde. you have to realize that it's fun to mock misaruka, but it's childish to mock Jrocks.
PADAHAL JELAS2 APA YG JROCKS LAKUKAN ITU LEBIH BURUK DRPD YG MISARUKA LAKUKAN TAPI KARENA JROCKS GA NIRU VERSAILLES JROCKS ITU HARUS DIHORMATIN DAN KITA HARUS MENGHARGAINYA OLEH KARENA ITU KITA HARUS KASIH SEMANGAT BUAT JROCKS KARENA KERJA KERAS MEREKA DAN SILAHKAN KETEMU HYDE KARENA TOH GA AKAN TERJADI APA-APA.
fak.
it's indeed nothing will be happened. but just like i said before, they don't want kamijo/versailles/whatever meets misaruka even if NOTHING WILL BE HAPPENED.
and yes, what jrocks did is worse than misaruka did. at least, misaruka GOT A PERMISSION to cover Malice Mizer's song, and still claimed it as Malice Mizer's song, than Jrocks who didn't ask for a permission to larc and claimed it as their songs.
but then again, you MAY NOT equal Jrocks and Misaruka. Jrocks got higher level than Misaruka because of their hardwork.
bahaha.
fak.
fak. fak. fak. fak.
IT'S NOT A FUCKING FAIR!
it's so fucking unfair when it's what they called cover and cosplay for jrocks, but a plagiarism for misaruka. it's so fucking unfair. for me. for misaruka. for larc en ciel.
but yeah, laugh at me. just laugh at me and eat popcorn. for your amusement. WITH A BIG MIRROR IN FRONT.
oh yeah, one more story. one of versailles' fans got her fanfic copied by someone else who then claimed it as her fanfic instead and gained more fans. and that versailles' fans got angry to her. realize it dear, she was not copying your story, just covered it up without asking your permission and claimed it as hers. nothing should be mad at, chill out, don't be such ababil.
oh, sorry, i didn't mean to. i just give an analogy. :)
and we have a deal that there's no such thing as plagiarism in what jrocks did, only covering, cosplaying and translating larc's.. ^^
...and that's a sarcasm, fyi..
I just found out that there's no such thing as plagiarism in Indonesia. Here, People will only consider it as covering, cosplaying or translating stuff into Indonesian.
as a fangirl, i have not only a fandom, but many.. and the closest two i get are Versailles and Larc en ciel. But then i realize that I can only have ONE fandom if you want to stay put. I can NOT be in Larc or Versailles at the same time. It's (unfortunately) forbidden,
LMAO, if some of bangyas said that the Versailles' bangya is the craziest one, well, right now, i say it's very true. Just like i said before, you can not be in many fandoms at the same time if you want to be in Versailles fandom. And if you don't have the same public enemy in there, just go away. Never look back. Otherwise you are ababil. x)
And that, yesterday, i have my eyes opened widely,
I live in a world where Misaruka is NOT fine for copying Versailles, but it's FINE for Jrocks copying Larc en Ciel..
Ah, for those who doesn't know jrocks is, well, it's an Indonesian Japanese Major band, who is more famous than larc en ciel in Indonesia even if they copy/remake some of Larc's songs, make indonesian lyrics, and claim it as their songs..
Too bad? well, for me, it's just too bad. very bad.
But, for some fans in Versailles fandom, what Jrocks did doesn't matter at all. even they think that it's proper. And even if Jrocks got more fans than larc in indonesia, it's because of their hardwork. so we have to RESPECT them. and for larc's fans who got angry to Jrocks, c'moon, chill out. You are such an overrated ababil. Jrocks did nothing, they just cover and cosplay larc. and translate larc's song into Indonesia.
And I just never thought when i mocked Jrocks exaggeratedly because i hate them for what they did, i got mocked by my friend in THAT fandom and laughed at me. oh, perhaps i was just being misunderstood. i thought they were my friend, but who knew they didn't consider me as friend? well, i never ask, sih.. x))
why do i think that way? i know i'm being exaggerated, but, as i know, friend don't do what they did.
okay, okay, they didn't mean it they said. it was for someone else showed up in her timeline who knew nothing about vamps/larc and didn't want Jrocks met vamps/larc/hyde but mocked Jrocks. and they said they never meant it was me. perhaps they never thought i would think it was me either.
well, what was the difference of me and THAT someone else? i showed up in her timeline, i knew nothing about vamps/larc/hyde, and i mocked jrocks straightly and very loudly, and i didn't want jrocks met hyde/vamps/larc either.
all the criteria she made about that someone else fitted me, right? so what would make me think it wasn't me?
and anyway, perhaps i should bring a big mirror for them since they forgot, what i did to Jrocks, was exactly what they did to Misaruka.
Ah, yes, in Versailles fandom, Misaruka is some kind of blacklist. Because, we think misaruka copied versailles' outfit. And no one in versailles fandom wants Versailles to meet Misaruka or to be on the same stage.
and-that-is-what-larc's fans-want-about-Jrocks.
but naah, linda, you have to realize that misaruka is such a shame to meet versailles, but jrocks is not a matter if they meet larc/vamps/hyde. you have to realize that it's fun to mock misaruka, but it's childish to mock Jrocks.
PADAHAL JELAS2 APA YG JROCKS LAKUKAN ITU LEBIH BURUK DRPD YG MISARUKA LAKUKAN TAPI KARENA JROCKS GA NIRU VERSAILLES JROCKS ITU HARUS DIHORMATIN DAN KITA HARUS MENGHARGAINYA OLEH KARENA ITU KITA HARUS KASIH SEMANGAT BUAT JROCKS KARENA KERJA KERAS MEREKA DAN SILAHKAN KETEMU HYDE KARENA TOH GA AKAN TERJADI APA-APA.
fak.
it's indeed nothing will be happened. but just like i said before, they don't want kamijo/versailles/whatever meets misaruka even if NOTHING WILL BE HAPPENED.
and yes, what jrocks did is worse than misaruka did. at least, misaruka GOT A PERMISSION to cover Malice Mizer's song, and still claimed it as Malice Mizer's song, than Jrocks who didn't ask for a permission to larc and claimed it as their songs.
but then again, you MAY NOT equal Jrocks and Misaruka. Jrocks got higher level than Misaruka because of their hardwork.
bahaha.
fak.
fak. fak. fak. fak.
IT'S NOT A FUCKING FAIR!
it's so fucking unfair when it's what they called cover and cosplay for jrocks, but a plagiarism for misaruka. it's so fucking unfair. for me. for misaruka. for larc en ciel.
but yeah, laugh at me. just laugh at me and eat popcorn. for your amusement. WITH A BIG MIRROR IN FRONT.
oh yeah, one more story. one of versailles' fans got her fanfic copied by someone else who then claimed it as her fanfic instead and gained more fans. and that versailles' fans got angry to her. realize it dear, she was not copying your story, just covered it up without asking your permission and claimed it as hers. nothing should be mad at, chill out, don't be such ababil.
oh, sorry, i didn't mean to. i just give an analogy. :)
and we have a deal that there's no such thing as plagiarism in what jrocks did, only covering, cosplaying and translating larc's.. ^^
...and that's a sarcasm, fyi..
a little bit bored, yes.. (_ _*)
so, my almost-my-lifetime maid officially resigned since yesterday.. well, she was with us for about 26 years.. based on my mom, she started working to my family since i was 3 years old.. so she was not just my maid or nanny, but we also considered her as part of our family..
it's hard to describe my feelings..
i mean, i'm not sad, but i regret her resignation, because it makes my situation harder and more complicated..
yet if she still works for us, i thankful her.. she can take care of my parents while i'm working..
but the decision had been made.. :)
she decided to resign when her daughter decide to go work abroad.. to Malaysia, being TKI..
so there'd be nobody to take care of her daughter's children.. in fact, her daughter's husband is responsible to take care of them, but they think he's not capable enough handling 3 toddlers..
so..
since she left, it's now only me and my parents at home.. just the 3 of us..
and my parents are planning to go to outer city for about 4-5 days this month, so it means i'll be home alone in this 3-storey house..
i'm happy! o(〃＾▽＾〃)o
.....yet i'm scared.. x))
it's not the ghost i'm worrying about, but it's the human instead i'm scared the most.. well, we don't have many neighbour around.. even if we have security guard, but still, it's dangerous for a woman being completely alone somewhere, isn't it?
and i'm worrying about the weather. Medan has stormy nights lately.. yesterday was an example of a very windy night, and at that situation the electricity of my neighbourhood used to go off..
i'm thinking what if it happens again when i'm alone in the house?
but yeah, when my parents questioned me if i'm afraid or not, i said i'd be okay surely.. i just don't want to make them worrying me much.. (;￣ｰ￣)
i have some plans in my mind to face that situation, i just hope it will be going well.. p(^-^)q
so, my almost-my-lifetime maid officially resigned since yesterday.. well, she was with us for about 26 years.. based on my mom, she started working to my family since i was 3 years old.. so she was not just my maid or nanny, but we also considered her as part of our family..
it's hard to describe my feelings..
i mean, i'm not sad, but i regret her resignation, because it makes my situation harder and more complicated..
yet if she still works for us, i thankful her.. she can take care of my parents while i'm working..
but the decision had been made.. :)
she decided to resign when her daughter decide to go work abroad.. to Malaysia, being TKI..
so there'd be nobody to take care of her daughter's children.. in fact, her daughter's husband is responsible to take care of them, but they think he's not capable enough handling 3 toddlers..
so..
since she left, it's now only me and my parents at home.. just the 3 of us..
and my parents are planning to go to outer city for about 4-5 days this month, so it means i'll be home alone in this 3-storey house..
i'm happy! o(〃＾▽＾〃)o
.....yet i'm scared.. x))
it's not the ghost i'm worrying about, but it's the human instead i'm scared the most.. well, we don't have many neighbour around.. even if we have security guard, but still, it's dangerous for a woman being completely alone somewhere, isn't it?
and i'm worrying about the weather. Medan has stormy nights lately.. yesterday was an example of a very windy night, and at that situation the electricity of my neighbourhood used to go off..
i'm thinking what if it happens again when i'm alone in the house?
but yeah, when my parents questioned me if i'm afraid or not, i said i'd be okay surely.. i just don't want to make them worrying me much.. (;￣ｰ￣)
i have some plans in my mind to face that situation, i just hope it will be going well.. p(^-^)q