Well I got since after Halloween weekend...＿|￣|○
もう精神的にも肉体的にもやられた私。
早く良くなれー!!
well...it's just hard for me...too hard...
I look I'm already ok or fine. yeah friends told me..
but actually that shit is still hurting me...
My mental part is complitely broken.
I know I have to move on, but I need little bit more time.
I checked that bitch's facebook twice a day...
I just wanted to know what they are doin...
I feel so shame...but I can't stop...
I will never ever forgive that bitch and dude.
and I dreamed about sth today...
he just showed up and started to kiss me when I was lying down on my bed.
I was kissin with him, but I felt what I am doing then I stoped.
I asked him "you have a gf, right? why did you kiss me?"
he said "you know I'm not dating with her now, but I will soon.
and I and you are just taking advantages. so just kiss me."
I was shocked, and I woke up.
I didn't even expect he's gonna say those to ME even at dream.ok?
to HER, I could understand...oh my f god...haha
well,絶賛病み中！
もう精神的にも肉体的にもやられた私。
早く良くなれー!!
well...it's just hard for me...too hard...
I look I'm already ok or fine. yeah friends told me..
but actually that shit is still hurting me...
My mental part is complitely broken.
I know I have to move on, but I need little bit more time.
I checked that bitch's facebook twice a day...
I just wanted to know what they are doin...
I feel so shame...but I can't stop...
I will never ever forgive that bitch and dude.
and I dreamed about sth today...
he just showed up and started to kiss me when I was lying down on my bed.
I was kissin with him, but I felt what I am doing then I stoped.
I asked him "you have a gf, right? why did you kiss me?"
he said "you know I'm not dating with her now, but I will soon.
and I and you are just taking advantages. so just kiss me."
I was shocked, and I woke up.
I didn't even expect he's gonna say those to ME even at dream.ok?
to HER, I could understand...oh my f god...haha
well,絶賛病み中！