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　　Beatles的Yesterday，小學時己學會唱。
　　但到現在長大了，走出溫室到社會打工，再聽，才有味道。

Yesterday......all my trouble seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they`re here to stay
Oh I believe in yesterday
Suddenly......I`m not half the man I used to be
there`s a shadow hanging over me
Oh yesterday came suddenly
Why she had to go I don`t know......she wouldn`t say
I said something wrong
Now I long for yesterday
Yesterday......Love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh I believe in yesterday

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　　本來打算今天請辭，但開不了口。覺得自己很無用，可能上司亦看準我心軟的性格，當我一旦提出時會諸多刁難。我不是因為payment而留下（就算調整了，payment亦不是我expect的），而是上司一句：「其實你都做得幾好！」及年尾難請人而留下。我為什麼走到這個地步仍要為公司著想？真奇怪！朋友都叫我找到工作才離開，但我是完全沒有機會請假見工，又怎樣找到工作？十一月頭我亦曾嘗試裝病請了半天假，要騙上司、騙醫生，整個早上都坐立不安，心不在焉，根本沒有心情擔心見工問題，最後當然錯失了一個好機會。很痛苦的經歷。
　　我想離開，但怕找不到工作。留下，根本沒有機會找到工作。辭職更是難開口。上司一定「打爛沙盆問到篤」，除非我已經有offer，否則她是不會讓我離開的。而我亦不善辭令，很容易心軟被說服。
　　工作不稱心，我開首歸咎於自己嬌生慣養，受不了壓力，又初來報到，沒有經驗沒有耐力。但直到現在，我沒有聽過一間比這間待遇更差的公司，就算請一天事假都必須一星期通知，詳細解釋請假原因兼老闆娘批准。請問何謂事假，我一早知會出事就唔洗請假啦！而公司的事假定義是紅事白事，好偉大的想法。這間公司只是略有點名氣，但作風比細公司更小家。
　　本來只想寫數句，但變了長舌婦。其實我有點擔心在xanga談公事。因為每當我發洩過後，第二天上司必會捉我入房訓導，說：「最近你好似唔開心咁喎」之類的說話。到底是因為她讀psycho的緣故，還是因為是我xanga的one of visitors？

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　　下課後，我經過UA大電視，被以下這套電影的trailer吸引著。最近沒有電影想看，就看這套吧。就算看後比預期差，亦心甘情願，因為這trailer實在太出色。

sdf

　　mero的聖誕裝飾，頗有氣氛。在房間還遇到一隻迷了路的聖誕鹿，有趣！
　　本來己下定決心，但想不到公司的timing計得超級準，開始動搖了！更何況，一開始我已經知道「辭職」這兩個字很難開口。

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　　本來打算今天請辭，但開不了口。覺得自己很無用，可能上司亦看準我心軟的性格，當我一旦提出時會諸多刁難。我不是因為payment而留下（就算調整了，payment亦不是我expect的），而是上司一句：「其實你都做得幾好！」及年尾難請人而留下。我為什麼走到這個地步仍要為公司著想？真奇怪！朋友都叫我找到工作才離開，但我是完全沒有機會請假見工，又怎樣找到工作？十一月頭我亦曾嘗試裝病請了半天假，要騙上司、騙醫生，整個早上都坐立不安，心不在焉，根本沒有心情擔心見工問題，最後當然錯失了一個好機會。很痛苦的經歷。
　　我想離開，但怕找不到工作。留下，根本沒有機會找到工作。辭職更是難開口。上司一定「打爛沙盆問到篤」，除非我已經有offer，否則她是不會讓我離開的。而我亦不善辭令，很容易心軟被說服。
　　工作不稱心，我開首歸咎於自己嬌生慣養，受不了壓力，又初來報到，沒有經驗沒有耐力。但直到現在，我沒有聽過一間比這間待遇更差的公司，就算請一天事假都必須一星期通知，詳細解釋請假原因兼老闆娘批准。請問何謂事假，我一早知會出事就唔洗請假啦！而公司的事假定義是紅事白事，好偉大的想法。這間公司只是略有點名氣，但作風比細公司更小家。
　　本來只想寫數句，但變了長舌婦。其實我有點擔心在xanga談公事。因為每當我發洩過後，第二天上司必會捉我入房訓導，說：「最近你好似唔開心咁喎」之類的說話。到底是因為她讀psycho的緣故，還是因為是我xanga的one of visitors？

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　　二十五號當天第四次去了Disneyland，幸好有我最愛的聖誕氣氛及裝飾，不枉此行。當天最興奮是在玻璃般的睡公主城堡前、用公園免費派發的snow man眼鏡看煙花，你會看到煙火變成雪人，飛上天又慢慢落下。
　　還有充滿聖誕氣氛的花車巡遊，很喜歡。

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　　當天很多學生穿著畢業袍拍照，很羨慕，自己只拍了一點不漂亮的照片，鬼叫一早已經還左袍咩！可惜可惜！
　　這地方雖然到過很多次，沒有什麼刺激的玩意，但我仍很喜歡。沒錯，我是個長不大，亦不願長大的細路女。

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　　長大了。我喜歡波點，但不是黑白色，再加上討厭的觸角，令可憐的牠註定無得留低。我想要strawberry或blueberry，但機會微乎其微。

unyielding (adj.) 不屈服的
dent (v.) 使凹陷
e.g. The pictures of airplanes flying into buildings, fires burning, huge structures collapsing, have filled us with disbelief, terrible sadness and a quiet, unyielding anger.
These acts of mass murder were intended to frighten our nation into chaos and retreat. But they have failed. Our country is strong. A great people has been moved to defend a great nation.
Terrorist attacks can shake the foundations of our biggest buildings, but they cannot touch the foundation of America. These acts shatter steel, but they cannot dent the steel of American resolve.

Example from President Bush's address (bushspeech.pdf )
11/9/2001, Tuesday night, After terrorist attacks on New York and Washington

2007-12-03 02:12:04

"Whenever I get gloomy with the state of the world, I think about the arrivals gate at Heathrow Airport. General opinions starting to make out that we live in a world of hatred and greed, but I don't see that. It seems to me that love is everywhere. Often it's not particularly dignified or newsworthy, but it's always there - fathers and sons, mothers and daughters, husbands and wives, boyfriends, girlfriends, old friends. When the planes hit the Twin Towers, as far as I know none of the phone calls from the people on board were messages of hate or revenge - they were all messages of love. If you look for it, I've got a sneaky feeling you'll find that love actually is all around."

From movie "Love Actually"

　　It was touching while seeing this introduction in the cinema. Few weeks ago, I saw a father waiting his family in the airport. His daughter came out from gate, saw him, screamed "DAD! DAD!" and ran to him. He laughed, ran to her, gave her a big hug and kissed her. What a touching moment. I thought he was satisfied in that moment whatever his job is hard or not.