*sigh* even more

Okay, it looks like I've finally accepted the fact that I've fallen for that certain person who I see as a friend. He is such a hard person to read so I really don't know what he thinks of me. Does he only see me as a friend or something more?! I would like to think it is something more but I can't be sure. But then again if he does only see me as a friend, our 'friendship' is rather close even though I haven't known him for that long. *sigh* I really don't know what's going on right now. I just hope I don't get heart brokened this time because I don't think I'd be able to cope. If I lose him as a friend I would be completely devastated. His friendship is more precious to me than anything else.

Anyways, don't feel like blogging anymore.

signing off: trfishy =S