My darling Bullet~ Rokku.

Alright lately I have been shopping alot~
Yes I don't have a job, but I still pay my bills and whatever.
I do model and still promote on the side.
So I finally learned to spoil myself~
every once in a while buying small thing's on a budget never to expensive till I have more income.
Always just been me.ヾ(＠°▽°＠)ﾉ

So I have finally made up my mind.
I want to debut my new look so~
Rokku gyaru a bit more old school goth.


So~
Hopefully I can do this again.
Cause I did stop doing gyaru in what in 2009.

So I will be ordering a new underbust corset and new short black bob wig and phone case.
I need to get more leggings another pair studded shorts and More studded heels.

time will come.~

Then I will start working on my line" BlackkillerSixx".
Drawings and sewing machine.
Alright I want to debut around Christmas last pray alright later.

*^ * New stuff.

Oh look my disfuctionalDoll bracelet came in~ (´・ω・`)
I been wanting to order from this for a while so I am pretty damn happy.
I didn't know they had a store On amazon. *^*

Also I ordered Some new stud's Because I want to fill my wholes I don't wear anything in since I was gauging my ear's for a bit.


Good news~
WORK!! hopefully~
Interview on the 7th.
Checking starbucks again this tuesday on the 5th.
So wish me luck


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Her.

So her all I can day. Today was just her....I never despised someone so hard till today I really realised.
How can someone be like this I know am wrong and I know I have a lot issues but let me break down.
Since I been in my new relationship for a year~ and not from her. All I been getting is thing's like when I say I want for a example I want a new tattoo Or I want to go somewhere -- "why don't you ask your boyfriend, thats what nice couples do, thats what boyfriends do for you He can get you anything else and buy you anything to make you happy"in a tone-- but when I explain I am sorry I don't want him to do anything she rolls her eyes and mumbles ~ Doesnt that sound like jealousy to you.＼(*｀∧´)／

Everytime I bite my tongue you don't know how bad I want her to shut the fuck up--ヽ(`Д´)ノ

But she gets offensive when you bring up her little chickie ~ that she obviously cares about, and you ask her why don't you date her... I am not ready for a long term relationship or other excuses she gets on my nerves etc ect...
but-- wait.. they say I love you all the fucking time to each other don't you?

Could swore that means theres more then what you think right?


When I first started dating her she wasn't like this it was kinda downward spiral~ when she cheated on me first... I should knew this....I would hate her
(￣へ ￣ 凸


I know everyone would say oh you should pay her attention let her get it herself..

She will find out the hard way, yeah I know now I can't give a fuck she has really pissed me off. ( ￣っ￣)


. Like what I mean I share a room and a home with this girl you know what the side of her part the room. It's a basket of pilled up clothes (dirty hasn't been washed for 4 months now) and other unmentionable dirty smelly plastic bagged things molding in there own smell. Eaten wrappers plates on computer desk ...and plus since my homes have ants they have found there way in our room.


Then there many trash bags under bed with other things like crumbs and pennys. She doesn't bathe plus its been hot 90 degree weather and you want share a bed with me since you stink ew!
But you seem like oh its such a fucking pleasure to only pay one bill not rent like your my fucking mother~

Just because you sharing pity on me.. because I have no job~ but, seem to get more things then your working lazy ass and plus buy things for the house that we need
（-""-；)
Then what you work at a super market that your mom helped you with but its so bad a life you got there~ even what you both your parents give a fuck about you. You even have your dad living with us paying most of the rent~ and your own damn father even says you have terriable fucking habits.

Even though you have a 700 dollar computer your ex friend bought after he broke your old one~ but you wouldn't have shit. Funny...and the precious phone with sprint she has she wouldn't use that if I didn't help her with 200 dollars she.couldn't afford when we first dating and then I bought a 200 dollar cat. I know right this girl....mind you we have 3 cats she doesn't even clean.up for them you know what she does sit on her ass rp-ing. Talking cute to these dumb cunts....making it seem you have no problems at all. I think you need to take a hard look in the mirror you fucking slob.

oh on top of that you want to know her excuse for not cleaning.
--she says she doesn't clean like i do, or when you argue with her stating what she does wrong. She plays the victim like oh thats why I rather be by myself...etc etc...yes be my mother I know you can list in your head what I do wrong cause I am always wrong.


What does that sound like ... Immaturity.

to the end of this ladie and gentlemen I like to say~

This girl is just A cute face nothing esle she isnt wanting to accomplish anything she doesnt want to change for 3 to 4 years I know...same fucking spiral she changes for a week and then goes back.

Because she has proved me right everytime...
I hope you enjoy your little monster of a slob...

Because am done...have her.
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Future thoughts.

Since I have had alot of free time lately.~
I been thinking should I make a personal network for myself.

I would like to do eye contact reviews once more~ and get a sponsor on that.

And I miss doing makeup alot.
I know cliche' since all the girl's do that now.

But~ the thing is I don't see alot african american girls do it.

No offense I am bored. (￣＾￣)

So I will make a personal blogger soon~ as I get the job I want and
after con.
So one step at a time baby~

And Jin will be back in Business.

hot day ;_____;

なぜ私はあなたを愛しているので、暑い今日はパンツだった

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