Sometimes we say, "I want to do it," and deliberately avoid doing it.
We are not lying. Consciously we have wanted to do it, we have been dreaming of doing it,
we are yearning for it, and strangely we find ourselves consistently having been choosing not to do it.
Doing something is one thing; dreaming of doing it is another.
If you say you want to do something, you have not started doing it yet.
If you have already started doing it, there is no need for you to say you want to do it.
When you are lazy, you waste time avowing you are sincere.