I didn't wanna write down on the diary.but I'm at the limit of my patience,
It was really hard to say,,,
I don't wanna work any more....!!!
3pm to 3am.
Every day I work but I don't feel anythin'...
ex,I can talk to co-worker or customer but I feel nothing.
I didn't meet someone these 5days, I mean friend except co-worker...
Honestly even my boyfriend's call, I ignored these days.
I feel lonely.and I feel that I don't hav any friend or something...
2years ago I had a lot of time although I worked very very hard.
I thought that "Nothing gonna change" at that time,but something has been changed...while I'd been in US.
people,place,feeling and...
I cannot afford to accept these changes yet.I know I'm strange that Im thinking very stupid things from other people,
I ache for my situation.I have a trying time now...
Nobody can help me,Im trying to tell my situation to someone but I reconcidered that It's pushy,intrusive.
I don't wanna the self-assertive person.
I have to work again from 3pm. I gonna sleep...