i can't deny what i've become

昨日の夜から
今日も悪夢みたい

今の自分を認められない
だけどもう変わることが出来ないかも
どうすればいいのか
分からないけどとりあえずやっぱりV離れた方がいいかもね

誰か助けて欲しいけど



I can't deny what I've become
I'm just emotionally undone
I can't deny I can't be someone else

When I have tried to find the words
To describe this sense absurd
Try to resist my thoughts
But I can't lie

Oh I'm losing myself
My desire I can't have
No reason am I for

I can't divide or hide from me
I don't know who I'm meant to be
I guess it's just the person that I am

Often I've dreamt that I don't wait
Enjoy the gift of my mistake
But yet again I'm wrong, and I confess

Oh I'm losing myself
My desire I can't have
No reason am I for