there isn't going to be a second chance like this for me
and my "friends" just go and ruin it with their selfish stupidity
i've waited for this for two years
i've had sleepless nights and i've "loved" and i've "suffered" and i've fought and i wanted approval
i've hoped and waited and then this day came
and it came
and i had such a beautiful experience, a revelation, and i've received such kind words i could never have hoped to hear and that made me want to do my best and continue living on, to fight and win
i too can do it!
everything was so perfect and then
you go and ruin it. with your stupid fucking chitchat in a loud voice.
why?
i bet i'm hated now just because i was with those people although i'm not one of them
there isn't going to be a second chance and i feel that
i'm done with now
もうどうすればいいのか分からない
i must not relapse
i've fought for two years and i must not relapse now
心配してくれる人がいるから
頑張らないと
今の大事な人にも嫌われたくないから
とりあえず笑おう
and my "friends" just go and ruin it with their selfish stupidity
i've waited for this for two years
i've had sleepless nights and i've "loved" and i've "suffered" and i've fought and i wanted approval
i've hoped and waited and then this day came
and it came
and i had such a beautiful experience, a revelation, and i've received such kind words i could never have hoped to hear and that made me want to do my best and continue living on, to fight and win
i too can do it!
everything was so perfect and then
you go and ruin it. with your stupid fucking chitchat in a loud voice.
why?
i bet i'm hated now just because i was with those people although i'm not one of them
there isn't going to be a second chance and i feel that
i'm done with now
もうどうすればいいのか分からない
i must not relapse
i've fought for two years and i must not relapse now
心配してくれる人がいるから
頑張らないと
今の大事な人にも嫌われたくないから
とりあえず笑おう