i don't know what i should do

i got Skype from a guy who used to be my special

fortunately, he said that he'll wait for me...
but now, i miss only one person in Chile
i know it's difficult to have the special relationship with him again
because of our distance...but i still really like him

how can i deal with this?
why our father did let us see each other?
there must be a reason...

there is no answer though, i mean, at this point
but i'm sure that all i have to do is to do what i decided to achieve
just start and keep moving on with my strong will

after the swy23 program

am back from swy23 program!!
i've learned a lot of things which can't be explained in a few words.
i'll never forget this experience, my friends and especially my special person...

now's the time, i need to thank for my parents
and those who have encouraged me
think about what i can do from now on.
i recognized that i need to change my life which i used to have.

i've been thinking about it
then, i reached at the main goals of this year...

-studying Spanish (get certificate)
-TOEIC over 900 score
-get money! for Global Assembly and Chile

after this year, i will study abroad.

do not follow anyone, anymore
i WILL go on my own way

now i miss everyone, this is so called 'ship sick', jajaja
but i will move on...this is not the goal, just the beginning!!