いうなれば
ぼやぼやぼやな
ぼやきかな。
なんだか
なんだかな！
この不足感
どこからくるのでしょう
久しぶりにPCからの更新
やっぱりPCは打ちやすいし見やすい
いろいろ迷いがあります
なんか迷いがあってイラッときます
悩みがあっても基本考え込まない性格だから
せっかく時間があっても忘れるようにしてしまっている自分がいる
なんだし
なんだし
なんだしーーーーーーー。
このままではダメじゃ。
気分転換にEnglishでも使ってみるー
i went to high way today
id been really afraid since i heard my schedule.....
but!!!!!!
i was soooo fun <3
i liked it!!! :))
actually, high way is easier than normal road
cuz theres no ppl or bike.
tho the speed is really really special high,
i just need to look at the front and drive strait.
everyone is catching up wiz me, but i donnt care lol.
i drove in 80 km/h to 100 km/h!!!
after i got back to the normal road, i felt 40 km/h was slow.
normally when i drive on the road, its 40 km/h to 50 km/h
and everytime im screaming and ask everything to teacher. lol.
its surprizing for me to thnk that speet is slow.
it was a pretty day.
another student and me drove for 3 hours
it was kinda short driving.
the scenery was different from usual
many farming
many many.
it reminded me of south dakota.
we never saw any farming there
which made me sad tho.
and we saw the horizon everyday in SD
and today, ont the way to the high way
i saw st like horizon
not really, there were lots of houses at the horizon
but it was close to what i saw in SD
it reminded me of the prary dogs too!!!
i wanna see them again.
no need to say about the kids.
i miss them so much
and worried about them....
i hope evreyone os doing well at home
enjoying their own life.
as i told chigusa,
i often dream about coe members these days.
as far as i remember, its morea than 3 times while im here Niigata.
i think i miss them
it was so comfortable for me to stay with them.
hang out wiz them
it was a beautiful year.
i miss everything in Coe.
however, its already past.
it sounds so strange to me
its all done
i cant believe it.
its so different here in japan.
i dunno
i just know that st is different
st is wrong.
maybe im just too bored
bore makes me think more than i need to
and B.
i hope im not wrong
i hope ill be understod.
but
im sure this is just ego.
im sorry.
書けば書くほど
落ちていくってゆう 苦笑
酒が必要ですな
明日も教習
特別な予定なし
