Sigh, even though I am really tired but I shall just let my emotions flow right now.
If you cannot see the picture above, it's actually an email which was sent to me a few days ago informing me that I have hitched a spot in the Director's List. I always thought that I would never excel academically and this is my first time in up to high school; gotten the top few students title in the course cohort. Is this something to be proud about?
I think there so much other talented designers (my classmates) out there and they ought to get into the Director List! But why me? I don't think I am up to standard as to get this position and I feel really pressurized 
I am a woman with low confidence when it comes to outlooks and I can scream for hours if a pimple suddenly pops on my face, other than that I think I am quite confident somehow but this really puts me in a tight spot. 
Mum is actually rather happy about this (she would have preferred if I received money instead and so do I instead of this piece of paper of proof). In that year, I think I did not worked really hard and I didn't enjoy what I was doing for my assignments because I am forced to do something which I did not like / no interest in. Norman says that I could just kiss goodbye to switching career lines when I am already doing so well in this but no. I do not like what I am doing and I'm just doing the best that I could to pass school mundanely. 
One more thing, I was also selected for the Crowbar awards which one of my projects would be sent for competition. 
I've got to edit all the flash codes again and change so much things to make my Steampunk Converse Subweb into a perfect one! But what I lack now is time! So much to do and yet so little time. But I admit that I'm slacking alot lately because I cannot get into the school mood and I'm getting sick of doing design and stupid coding!!! 
I want to roll around and wait for 2012 to happen! o(；△；)oI hope I make the right decisions whether or not to do up my crowbar touching up and also being in the spotlight of my stupid fat name plastered on the billboard of Design school under "Director's list" under the Interactive Media Design category. （/TДT)/
In spite of the emotional downfall, today I went to watch a Theater performance called "Thriller Live". Yes, it's a 2 hours filled with Michael Jackson songs which he sang while he was alive and there were people remaking all his dances and singing his songs. It was good! Even though I had spoilers last week from my cousin that it wasn't nice. But it was good and I was really impressed by the performance they did on my favourite Michael Jackson song - Smooth Criminal
The guy impersonating Michael Jackson really looked like him and I was so happy that I was clapping my hands with joy throughout the 2nd half of the show. Frankly to tell the truth, I fell asleep during the first half because I was so tired; had morning class and not enough sleep the night before. Haha! It was so embarrassing especially the ticket was given by Norman and it cost SGD$156!! 。(´д｀lll) But I enjoyed it and I love Michael Jackson's song more right now that I even went up youtubing his songs for a couple of moments before I got distracted by High and Might Color thanks to Yong. I love catchy songs and the seed of them! 
I want to blog about something else and yet someone else but I would keep that till tomorrow. Because I need to hit the sack now or else I cannot wake up later for submission! My submission is actually 3pm but I'm hearing down at 12 because all my friends are in the earlier class. Sigh, things I do for friends (-。－；)
Goodnight! (If I am not wrong, it's 6:18am over at Japan right now! Eep!)
if the current party would continue being the government, there might be a chance that GST would increase to 10% which the current is actually 7%! 
Ａｎｄ ｔｈｉｓ ｉｓ ｇｏｉｎｇ ｔｏ ｇｏ ｏｎ ｆｏｒ １ ｍｏｎｔｈ， ｂｕｔ Ｉ ｇｕｅｓｓ ｉｔ’ｓ ａｌｒｉｇｈｔ ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ Ｉ’ｍ ｓｏ ｔｏｔａｌｌｙ ｅｘｃｉｔｅｄ ａｂｏｕｔ ｐｉｃｋｉｎｇ ｕｐ ｔｈｅ ｐｅｎ ａｎｄ ｗｒｉｔｅ ｅｓｓａｙｓ ａｌｌ ｏｖｅｒ ａｇａｉｎ － ｇｉｖｉｎｇ ｃｒｉｔｉｃｓ ｏｎ ｔｈｅ ｍｏｖｉｅｓ Ｉ’ｖｅ ｗａｔｃｈｅｄ！ (*＾ー＾)ノ Ｓｃａｒｙ ｍｏｖｉｅｓ ａｒｅ ｔｈｅ ｇｅｎｒｅ ｔｈｅｓｅ ｆｅｗ ｄａｙｓ ａｎｄ Ｉ’ｍ ｐｒｅｔｔｙ ｆｒｅａｋｅｄ ｏｕｔ 
didnt gave it a name an it's still called the same.
trying this new flavor of maggie which I'd actually Tokyo shouyu flavored. wonder how it would taste like ~
and she horribly stares at me and I'm sure she was the one who told maeda-san that I was sitting down during work. hello? I'm not like you getting served by us and also shaking your leg and eating good food? don't complain. do your "job" and just leave me and Diane out of this can? 
