that is it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i'm thinking about my future......

i talked with my mom about it.


My father is working as a musician.

you know.....it's not easy to earn enough money to live with 5 member of family.



since i entered Univ, i worked a lot.

i earned money to buy train ticket and cash in my celphone payment.

that is why.....i almost couldn't have saved money for the future so far.

ALSO

I went to go abroad to Vancouver. I used all of my saved money for that.


now


I have to work on job hunting, so i cant work so many times.

also.....im sinior,so any shops or store doesn't want to employee me.


sigh...


平原さんのコネでI wish i could get in to the musician............

なんて甘いこと考えちゃう。



あー口角炎痛い!!!!!!!!!!!!!




dialy

↓↓↓↓↓


*Ken-chan*

I watched かりぐらしのありえってぃ alone. ←


the reason why is.....

with friends, we were plannig to watch UMIZARU but my mother also wanted to watch.....


so i went to theter to watch that wiz my mom before i went wiz friends ><sorry....


therefore, i watched ARIETTY alone..... it couldn't helped....



after that, we went to VERTEX which is a bar in shibuya.

I wanted to go there wiz...........sigh

this place is like....strange LOL

it is located on 5F in unknown but busy place.

it is just behind from the starbacks in front of HACHI!!!!


anw....i love this bar cuz for their OMLET RICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that is best......ever!!!!!!!!!!!

the sause is........fantastic!!! terrible yummmmmmmmmy!!!!!!!!! ><


i wanna tell people but on the other hand i dont wanna tell.....

you know this feeling, eh??kk


also....staffs are so kind and friendly.....

i couldn't talk to them at all though other than when I order.......kk

their cooctail is amazing.....

my favorite is BANANA GINGER☆

it was first time to drink banana cooctail....but yumyumyum!!!!!!


I will go there def.....when i have money.....TT



after that, we went to ordinally IZAKAYA lol

結局そっちが落ち着くのよねww慣れてないからww

i wanna eat HOKKE in HOKKAIDO......



I've not been to Hokkaido for about 3 year....

it is time to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wanna go to Shiretoko......oho---------tsuku osean LOL

and patchwork hill........ it was so beautiful..........

あとノーザンホースパークwwwwwwwwwww

あとあと、すすきのの300円行って

サクランボ酒一気飲みしてやる。(思い出w)


......what was i talking about.....?? LOL


ah LOL



what i wanted to say was......


TELL ME HOW TO HUNG OUT IN SHIBUYA

EXCEPT GOING TO KARAOKE OR DRINKING???


this is the biiiiiiigest issue. LOL




*SEVEN ELEVEN*

as you know(who LOL), i'm working at seveneleven which is convenient store.

i have worked for about 3 years there(include 6months when i went to Van).


almost all off the staffs have been working there since i started.

HOWEVER........

ther are some people who i havent talked to LOL


last sunday......

we held drinking party!!!!!!!!!

the problem was.......

there was a man who i almost havent talked with.......

and he looks......very scary........mean........やんきーLOL even he is same age a me.............LOL

so when i heard he would come to the party, I was really surprised.



but actually......

the party was so much fun!!!!!

i could talked a little with him LOL

he was so funny i realized LOL




wiz alcohol......

everyone went to crazy.

a boi who is same age as my bro touched my head with holding my sholder....

doki doki!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL

年下にキュンってしてしまった!!!!!!!!あかーーーーーーーん!!!!!LOL

I dont love younger man never ever tho........hahaha

just he was cute as like my brother.^^

he doesnt look younger than me tho.......LOL



anw!!!!!

one more problem is continuing.......


another boi who is same age as me loves a girl one younger than me!!!

she is cute, atractive!!!! but she completely doesnt interested in him......TT what a sad story.......

it is so cluel but.....it is his first live....i think........

it seems he doesnt know how to explain his feeling to her......

cuz.......soooooo open LOL every staff knows he loves her.

also his aproach is toooo much...........

even when she has a bf or she said she had someone she loved.


so......

ofcourse that day, at the drinking party..............

......you know.......LOL


かわいそうだけど何もしてあげられないし

女の子が嫌がってるのわかってるから協力もできないし

ただただ胸が痛かった・・・・・・・・TT


just say good luck for him only we can do was......TT

sorry to him.......





BTW!!!!!!!!!

a korean girl started to work at my part time place!!!!!!! yahooooooo!!!!!!!!!!

she is a KEIO univ student, so can speak Japanase very well like native tho......

but i can still learn Korean from her❤❤❤


today......i wanted to sleep ASAP....but


look at this time........4:43..........shit.......



so...... have a good dream☆(it is for me LOL)



来週もスピーチ!!!!

授業とってよかった^^

勉強!!勉強!!英語!!英語!!