Kind of about Hawaii..... (Nah!)
Gosh....
I did it again...
*Sigh
Now it is 12:25am in Hawaii.
Yup! Its not that late yet!!
But not for me.....
I will have to wake up in 4 hours...!
Wake up at 4:30am,
- Take a shower
- Put makeup
- Drink some coffee
- Listen to music and sing
- Eat breakfast
- Dry my hair
- Change
And then leave my house at 6:20am.
It is going to be GREAT day at work!!!!!!!
Good night my friends!
I did it again...
*Sigh
Now it is 12:25am in Hawaii.
Yup! Its not that late yet!!
But not for me.....
I will have to wake up in 4 hours...!
Wake up at 4:30am,
- Take a shower
- Put makeup
- Drink some coffee
- Listen to music and sing
- Eat breakfast
- Dry my hair
- Change
And then leave my house at 6:20am.
It is going to be GREAT day at work!!!!!!!
Good night my friends!
Great but worst days...
Arrrrrghhhhhh!!
It is freakin' HARD!!!!!!!!!!!
I really was not gonna show any of my negative emotions, but I couldn't help it...
Even before I noticed, I was already tearing.
But funny thing was, I was brushing my teeth...lol
I was brushing my teeth at a balcony, while he was using a bathroom.
I wasn't even thinking about him, but tears were just coming out of my eyes.
and the worst thing was that he caught me crying...
That was just sooooooo bad...
I have never felt "1 inch" this far before.
He was right next to me, but he was just so far away.
Felt like he was miles and miles away from me.
The distance that I would never be able to get rid of... never again!
God! This is hard...
I still like him so much.
It is freakin' HARD!!!!!!!!!!!
I really was not gonna show any of my negative emotions, but I couldn't help it...
Even before I noticed, I was already tearing.
But funny thing was, I was brushing my teeth...lol
I was brushing my teeth at a balcony, while he was using a bathroom.
I wasn't even thinking about him, but tears were just coming out of my eyes.
and the worst thing was that he caught me crying...
That was just sooooooo bad...
I have never felt "1 inch" this far before.
He was right next to me, but he was just so far away.
Felt like he was miles and miles away from me.
The distance that I would never be able to get rid of... never again!
God! This is hard...
I still like him so much.
つかの間の幸せでした…
せっかく昨日は少しいい気分＆ハワイらしさを出せたのに。
今日はまたずどーんと急降下。
数少ない読者の皆様には申し訳なく思っております。
でも、
やっぱり結局一緒じゃん。
You kept telling me...
"Tama, I am different from other guys!"
"I am not a usual guy!"
But you were just same as the other majority of guys after all.
I am so disappointed in you...
One of my favorite professors said that:
"Unless you are willing to invest your time and effort in to a friendship, don't ever tell him/her let's be friends."
That is so true...
最初からその気が無いならはっきりと切り捨てるべき。
その場しのぎで、悪者になりたくなくてなんてただの偽善でしかない。
その言葉を真に受けた私も私か。
でも一度でも好きになった人を最後まで信じていたかった。
Even we ended up being like this, somehow I thought I was still special to you.
Because you said you believed in me, I believed in you too.
全ては紳士気取りの戯言か…
今日はまたずどーんと急降下。
数少ない読者の皆様には申し訳なく思っております。
でも、
やっぱり結局一緒じゃん。
You kept telling me...
"Tama, I am different from other guys!"
"I am not a usual guy!"
But you were just same as the other majority of guys after all.
I am so disappointed in you...
One of my favorite professors said that:
"Unless you are willing to invest your time and effort in to a friendship, don't ever tell him/her let's be friends."
That is so true...
最初からその気が無いならはっきりと切り捨てるべき。
その場しのぎで、悪者になりたくなくてなんてただの偽善でしかない。
その言葉を真に受けた私も私か。
でも一度でも好きになった人を最後まで信じていたかった。
Even we ended up being like this, somehow I thought I was still special to you.
Because you said you believed in me, I believed in you too.
全ては紳士気取りの戯言か…