gomen nasai!!!

i am in the internet-cafe right now and this fucking computer can't write in japanese \(*`∧´)/

thhis suck because i have learned A LOT in the past time when i wasn't online.

you know... it will still take some time till i'll have internet at home.
but when it will happen i swear that i will post for u every day and take pictures and so on and so on...

just like japanese blogs are xDD

so till then, pls don't be mad at me <3

i love u all my amember and other who read my blog ^^

ok first of all sorry again for being offline most of the time and for don't giving peta to all of you!


ok next subject is... uhm~

oh yeah... i quit my job in cologne because i went back to my moms flat and the trainticket was too expensive so i was not able to get to work anymore...

so i had to quit there.


BUT: i can start a new job in the town where i live now so everything is going well....


i also met someone of who i think about that he can be someone special...

we meet very often and to spend time with him makes me very happy everytime.

i can't see him this weekend because he makes a short trip to visit some friends in the other cornor of germany xD

but he will come to me at sunday when he will be back from his trip so i am very excited to see him again.

oh and btw... it seems like he would like me very much too <3 (●´ω`●)ゞ


well than... next one is that i have start to save money for coming to japan! ヾ(@^▽^@)ノ

i really can't believe that i already started with saving money...

it is still so unreal for me to think about being in japan...

i can't imagine walking along tokyo's streets...

no... really!

i can't imagine that...

i think i have to experience it before i can believe it xD

it is something very special for me to go to japan.

when i face the fact that i really will be in japan one day, i do it with great awe and respect!


ok next is: i have bought a "PALM SO" xD

you know what it is?

this: http://img.tomshardware.com/de/2005/11/13/einkaufsfuehrer_thg_geschenkideen_zu_weihnachten_2005/palm_tx_opening_photo.jpg

it is kind of a MAC, a mini-computer...

i can go to the internet, it has bluetooth, mp3-player, video-player (so i can watch the latest PV's xD), i can use my pictures (of naito or MVY xD) on it, i can play games (mahjong, tetris, solitaire, lemmings till now xD), i have just everything on it what i need xD

i love this lil PALM xD


ok friends, i will stop now xD

i already wrote more as i wantetd before xDD


stay health and enjoy the last weeks of 2009 <3


see ya...

uhm...

don't feel good today...

dunno why -__-'

eeehhh~~~~

well....

a strange day...
very strange...

i am alone now...

bored~

my feet hurts -_-
i have torn muscle fibre wich hurts like hell -_-

and i had influenza for 3 weeks -_-
but i am nearly healed now....

but....

yes.... today is a strange day....


how ever...

stay health~

see ya...