青山元不動白雲自去来☆Unmoving mountains and roaming clouds

９月４日にこの言葉にお茶室で遭遇しました。言葉に表せなかった心境を表現してくれた掛け軸でした。人によって解釈もそれぞれだと思うけど、お稽古から今日までいろいろ自分なりの解釈を考えてみました。今日のユタ州では雲にかかった壮大な山に囲まれる一日でした。所々「初雪」もあったらしい。

大自然の中の山は雲により形が変わる。山がそこにあるからこそ雲は自由に動ける。
自分は友達と家族がいつもそこにいてくれるから自由に自分のやりたいことができ、迷ったときは振り向いたらいつも暖かく動かず見守ってくれている。その山をいつも頼れる。私も家族と友達のために同じことができてたらいいなーと思う。

今の自分の人生の中ではこのように解釈しているが、また将来変わるかもね。

友達　　日本たつ前に会いにきてくれたあゆちゃんとあんちゃん、ありがとう

飛行機　　寒そうに寝ていたら毛布をもう一枚書けてくれたキャピンアテンダント

妹　　毎朝私と全く同じ起き方している。やっぱり姉妹ね

犬　　朝からキッス

秋　　秋の夜が一番好きかも

雲　Moons and Junes and Ferris wheels
The dizzy dancing way you feel
As every fairy tale comes real
I've looked at love that way

I've looked at clouds from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
It's cloud illusions I recall
I really don't know clouds at all




I first encountered these words on September 4th at my tea ceremony lesson. The hanging words represented my feelings that I couldn't put into words. I'm sure there are many interpretations to these words and I have thought about it since my lesson until today. Today the clouds were low amongst the beautiful mountains of Utah. Rumor has it that it snowed some places.

In the wide open spaces, the shape of the mountain is changed by the clouds. Because the mountain is there, the clouds can roam freely. I can freely move and do what I want because my friends and my family are always there behind there watching over me. I can always rely on that mountain. I hope that I can be that mountain for my family and friends for them as well.

This my interpretation right now, but it will probably change in the future.

Friends　　Thank you Ayumi and Andrea coming to visit me before I left Japan!

Plane　　While I was shivering in my sleep, a kind cabin attendant gently put another blanket on me

Lil' Sis　　She wakes up every morning exactly the same way I do.

Puppy　 Morning kisses

Autumn　　I love fall nights

Clouds　Moons and Junes and Ferris wheels
The dizzy dancing way you feel
As every fairy tale comes real
I've looked at love that way

I've looked at clouds from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
It's cloud illusions I recall
I really don't know clouds at all

Home

多くの人の力で無事引っ越しました！心の奥底から感謝しております！
また遊びに来てくださいね

With the help of an army, I am safely moved into my new place! Thank you from the bottom of my heart! Please come visit;)
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明日、春が来たら☆Tomorrow when spring comes

"If you live to be 100, I hope I live to be 100 minus 1 day, so I never have to live without you."

３月と変化は大嫌い
一番親しくしている友達にこう話したら、「まりさ、それ昔から知ってるよ」って言われちゃった
ここ１０年近く変化の続きだけど、実は大嫌いなの
友達「でも自分で選んでる事でしょう？」そうだね。自分の居場所を探してるんだろうな

３月と変化は大嫌い
でも、サンドイッチを買ってるくれるお姉さん車で迎えに来てくれる先輩
電話かけてくれる親メールを送ってくれる生徒
頑張って咲く花
life is good だよ

ソファ　ピンク色

カーテン　花柄

明日、春が来たら　君に逢いに行こう




I hate March and change
When I told this to my best friend she said "Maryssa, I've always known that"
The last ten years have been filled with change, but I really really don't like change
My friend, "You choose the change though, right?" I guess that is true. I'm just looking for my place in life友達

I hate March and change
But my friend that buys me sandwichesmy senpai that picks me up
Family and friends that call meStudents that send me emails
Flowers blooming
life is good

Sofa　pink

Curtain　Flowers

Tomorrow when spring comes I'll go see you


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