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I admit it; I'm a couch potato! I know that I am extremely likely to fall into a sedentary lifestyle like my mother. I love her and I hate to say this, but I cannot become like her. She is one of the most unhealthy people I know, mentally and physically. She is obsessed with candy, magazines, and buying things. She takes over 10 prescription medications daily and has had three surgeries to cure things that could be cured with a small amount of exercise and a moderately healthy diet. She cries and complains about how "ugly" and "fat" she is, (which she's not, she could lose a little weight but whatever) but she is absolutely miserable when she tries to "get better."
It hurts me so bad because she develops a new "problem" and rushes to a specialist every month. Not only does it run up doctor bills but the medication is making her delusional.
Lately I'm having a hard time avoiding sweets... and having an easy time avoiding exercise. I'm getting mad at myself.
I need to do something
It hurts me so bad because she develops a new "problem" and rushes to a specialist every month. Not only does it run up doctor bills but the medication is making her delusional.
Lately I'm having a hard time avoiding sweets... and having an easy time avoiding exercise. I'm getting mad at myself.
I need to do something
When my friends and family asked me what I wanted for Christmas, I really didn't know. I like Hello Kitty, so I said "Hello Kitty stuff." They look me a little too seriously...
Cool mist humidifier
Cosmetic bags
Slippers
Hoodie (the hood has a bow on it (・ω・)/)
Various stationary
So cute winter hat (Matt is modeling for us (^ε^)♪)
Basket
Office supplies
PEZ Collectible
Reusable shopping bag
But my most favorite present was...
Rilakkuma (also a Sanrio character) plushie. He's so soft and lovely
The day after Christmas marked 1&1/2 year anniversary with Matt
I'm so happy! But that day it was snowing so we couldn't go out for a date, which was okay. It was nice to cuddle and relax after the busy weekend. The day was even more special because my day began with this surprise:
This super beautiful dozen roses smells so good and is making my room feel so warm and springy
So happy o(゜∇゜*o)(o*゜∇゜)o～♪
Cool mist humidifier
Cosmetic bags
Slippers
Hoodie (the hood has a bow on it (・ω・)/)
Various stationary
So cute winter hat (Matt is modeling for us (^ε^)♪)
Basket
Office supplies
PEZ Collectible
Reusable shopping bag
But my most favorite present was...
Rilakkuma (also a Sanrio character) plushie. He's so soft and lovely
The day after Christmas marked 1&1/2 year anniversary with Matt
I'm so happy! But that day it was snowing so we couldn't go out for a date, which was okay. It was nice to cuddle and relax after the busy weekend. The day was even more special because my day began with this surprise:
This super beautiful dozen roses smells so good and is making my room feel so warm and springy
So happy o(゜∇゜*o)(o*゜∇゜)o～♪As I'm playing Pico over the months, Ayuhime has developed from an avatar and grown into a representation of my ideal life. Pico is no longer a game; it's my secondlife where my name is Ayu. It is such an honor to be called that... 
Ayu is everything I ever wanted to be; funny, popular, well known, snarky, confident, fearless, independent, outgoing and revered. When I'm logged on, I am completely Ayu. Any flaw Ali has is pushed aside and forgotten. Ayu has no bad memories. Ayu has no difficulties. Ayu is perfect, Ali is not.
I love Ayu and her friends, MY friends. I truly love them. They are the most real people I've ever met. Peggy is the only person I've opened up to about certain things, and I love her for that. She is honest and has the biggest heart.
Pinkerton and Chikemuri in my mind are the most lively and delightful people to be around. They have such a charming sense of humor that I never want to forget.
Miharu is like a little sister to me. I cherish our chats together. Knowing that she looks up to me for advice is such an honor. To be wanted is to be loved.
There are so many others to mention...
I've never had friends like this. Please never leave <3
I just hope that they love me the same way.
Ayu is everything I ever wanted to be; funny, popular, well known, snarky, confident, fearless, independent, outgoing and revered. When I'm logged on, I am completely Ayu. Any flaw Ali has is pushed aside and forgotten. Ayu has no bad memories. Ayu has no difficulties. Ayu is perfect, Ali is not.
I love Ayu and her friends, MY friends. I truly love them. They are the most real people I've ever met. Peggy is the only person I've opened up to about certain things, and I love her for that. She is honest and has the biggest heart.
Pinkerton and Chikemuri in my mind are the most lively and delightful people to be around. They have such a charming sense of humor that I never want to forget.
Miharu is like a little sister to me. I cherish our chats together. Knowing that she looks up to me for advice is such an honor. To be wanted is to be loved.
There are so many others to mention...
I've never had friends like this. Please never leave <3
I just hope that they love me the same way.
Wow, I really suck. Sorry for not writing sooner 
I can't believe that Christmas is almost here. I can't wait! I hope Matt likes the presents that I got him
I downloaded Ayu's new album, Love Songs. It is really good! I think Ayu's voice sounds really tired, though. I think she needs a break. I love Ayu and her music, but I don't want her to exhaust herself! Poor Ayu, don't get sick! o(TωT )
I can't wait to see the rest of this video:
That is definitely my favorite song from the album. So good!
Ta ta for now
I can't believe that Christmas is almost here. I can't wait! I hope Matt likes the presents that I got him
I downloaded Ayu's new album, Love Songs. It is really good! I think Ayu's voice sounds really tired, though. I think she needs a break. I love Ayu and her music, but I don't want her to exhaust herself! Poor Ayu, don't get sick! o(TωT )
I can't wait to see the rest of this video:
That is definitely my favorite song from the album. So good!
Ta ta for now