I still fight for every minute of days
Fight against great pain
Fight against fear
Fight against emptiness
I still live in the moment
The moment that has passed in everyone's life so long ago
I am still there
Hanging, refusing, holding onto the edge of the time
The time has past
But my time hasn't past
I still live in the bubble
The bubble that makes me painless
The bubble that protected me
Protected me from the pain and the guilt
Sometimes I go out of the bubble
And see there is the world keep moving just as before
But it's so different from the world I know
So I go back in the bubble and curl up
To make sure I don't get hurt anymore