This is how I read Shizuo x Izaya fanfics.


Because there is too little Shizuo x Izaya friendship fics, I have gone to read the yaoi ones.


And then I do filtering.


XD


I now know why people write about Izaya going through emotional breakdowns so much.

It's pretty addictive to read.


But, this is really how I read.


In the fanfic,


The moment Izaya cries, it's not Izaya anymore.

The moment Shizuo hugs Izaya, it's not Shizuo anymore.

The moment they kiss, they're not Shizuo and Izaya anymore.

The moment Izaya breaks down and gets depressed and emo, it's just an Izaya-lookalike. To me, this isn't Izaya.

This is how I filter while still not shipping this pairing.

It's pretty fun.


The moment Shizuo says, "I love you, Izaya," I shake my head and say to Shizuo, "no you don't."


This is my way of reading.


I'm sorry. I cannot ship this pairing. I simply cannot.


It's addictive to see Izaya break down, but no, I still don't like it. I guess I still like seeing Izaya superior and dominating and all. While reading more Izaya breakdown fanfics. This sounds contradictory, but it's not. I guess it's like Shizuo fighting while hating violence.チョキ


Argh, I want my light novels!!にひひ



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