I'm running away again. I hate myself this way. Giving myself excuses to run away.

Even though my brain keeps telling me "no", I gave in to temptation.


Just because of something unforeseen, I'm running away again. The feeling is terrible. I hate myself so much. This sucks.


This will be the last time I run away. I'm gonna work twice as hard at other things today. And tomorrow I'm gonna work even harder. Let them laugh at me. It's my punishment.


Last time, definitely the last time. No more.

I'm really sorry, Junjun.

I'm really sorry to myself whom I promised to not run away.

I'm really sorry to this blog that I wrote I won't run away.


Last time. Definitely no more.


頑張ろう。



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