These days, I have been finally getting used to working in a new environment as a 1st year of teacher.
Before the summer vacation, I found everything new and tried to overcome every kind of difficulty with a mind without asking for any help.
Although it was a lonely thing, I thought it was something I took for granted.
Any challenge I go though should be an opportunity to become better version of myself.
However, the more idea I came up with, the fewer I carried them out partly because I was too scared of mistakes and rejection.
Yeah, I admit I am such a coward person that cannot act quickly and intuitively.
I am good at inventing ideas, but terrible at putting them outside of my mind.
That is what I used to be before the summer vacation.
But, after that, I am now feeling like I enjoy working and experiencing new things.
At the same time, I have been going through a lot of problems.
Those are what will make me stronger and stronger mentally and physically.
Today, in the morning, I made a mistake about a late announcement of an important thing. So, I was scolded, not scolded, but specifically given some advice.
That is why I changed my mind by going to a toilet.
And when I came back to the office I barely overheard my boss and co-worker chatting about me.
I cannot describe in a too detail, but I do say it was something very important in a way that both encourages me and advises me to go further and further.
I will make it!
I will try!
