Today is Christmas and yesterday is Christmas Eve.
But I spent lonely days.
One of my friends told me that she held Christmas party with her(and my)friends but she didn't invite me.
I feel lonely, very lonely...
I tried to forget my loneliness through watching DVDs. A lot of, fun...DVDs.
But I feel lonely...
Maybe... You thought that I was a bore, didn't you?
It's truth. You're right.
Loneliness from being left out is much more painful than loneliness because nobady is around.