what an unease. silence of gravity. of invisible. hard to breathe. alone.
what is on earth the sense for english.
there is no doubt plenty of reading english than my previous days.
thinking it in english. how can it be possible?
learn the grammar.
learn to think, learn to analyze.
learn to distinguish from french or german.
too many impossibles.
i am not for studying, oder?
yes, such a melange is occurring within me.
thinking of hiroki.
he might be good at this as well.
he might be able to read this kind and write in that way.
i am no longer capable of compelling like this.
for being afraid of his possible abandoning,
there is no way but to make efforts (or to pretend)
that i am always doing my best.
i am no longer able to cry for this.
i want to go there, hiroki.
but it is too far from here.
the shortest way must be a tough one
and i am not good at it.
so you made it, so i loosed it.
hiroki. my eternal light.
i don't want to lose your sight for my quagmire.
lit still, don't go somewhere.
what is on earth the sense for english.
there is no doubt plenty of reading english than my previous days.
thinking it in english. how can it be possible?
learn the grammar.
learn to think, learn to analyze.
learn to distinguish from french or german.
too many impossibles.
i am not for studying, oder?
yes, such a melange is occurring within me.
thinking of hiroki.
he might be good at this as well.
he might be able to read this kind and write in that way.
i am no longer capable of compelling like this.
for being afraid of his possible abandoning,
there is no way but to make efforts (or to pretend)
that i am always doing my best.
i am no longer able to cry for this.
i want to go there, hiroki.
but it is too far from here.
the shortest way must be a tough one
and i am not good at it.
so you made it, so i loosed it.
hiroki. my eternal light.
i don't want to lose your sight for my quagmire.
lit still, don't go somewhere.