we met by accident.
he came toward me and hugged by my shoulders.

alles war in Augenblick.

strong enough to feel him real.
yes, he was there.

alles war in Augenblick.

i don't remember what word had we exchanged.
i don't remember what face had he in that moment.

but that hug.

after that moment, i was in uneasiness.

why can't we see each other?
because of his research paper?
doesn't he feel lonely without me?
is he alright?

i know. i should not ask him all of my questions.
i decided to support him.
i want him to be in comfort.
i don't want to be considered as something heavy.

hiroki.
how badly i love you.
i feel lonely because you are there,
somewhere in same prefecture, same university,
sometimes perhaps in same building.
i don't want to hold you tight,
but i do want to be hugged so tight,
that i can feel no fear about you.