M and C

their faces are not cute. instead of that, they are sharp and have strength.
sometimes, beauty is a kind of dangerousness.
fragile. ugly. grotesque.

why?

cause that sort of things are too straight to get along with other stuffs.
too straight. too honest. too strong.
cannot bend them selves.
their words are sometimes unacceptable.
unsophisticated.
the reasons are though very simple.
they are watching the world not like others
but in their personal way.
they are different. somehow

therefore beautiful, i think.

how about me?

frankly, i am not cute.
sharp, too big eyes and mouth, and for me,
these elements are grotesque.
may be i can be like m or c.
but... essentially, i lack strength. or pride.

i ought to be strong
i must be beautiful

that might be the way of my living.
i have to be...

or

loose my welfare