I thought over my behavior past few days.
I was very self-centered and very impatient.
I was very stressed out because there was no big progress with my Visa procedure.
I was very bored because there was nothing to do.
I was very frustrated with my money just being spent even though I have no income now.
I threw my frustration at my agency because the level of their customer service was incredibly low.
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I received email from the president of my host company.
He asked me how I was doing and told that the agent in LA said my Visa procedure was in progress smoothly.
Also he said the interview between the Visa sponsor organization and the host company has been already done.
These are the information I have been asking my agency for.
He said if I wanna know anything about my Visa procedure, feel free to ask him, so he will let me know as much info as he knows.
I'm so glad that the president of my host company is very nice and considerate.
(well, he gave me homework, though! I need to remember all names of NHL, NFL, MLB and NBA teams and all countries going to participate World Cup Soccer 2006!! Plus some other info about these teams and countries.....I'm not that young any more....)
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I would like to give my thanks to Hiroko.
Thank you for calling and listening to me the other day when I got that awful email from my agency.
I was feeling down because of not only that email, but also that I was feeling so alone.
Then you called and showed me that you care about me.
You pulled me out of darkness. Thank you.
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I thought over how bad and lazy I had been and reached the conclusion that I should stop whining and start to cultivate myself.
Here's my resolution.
Relax and go with the flow!