The Nepal earthquake tragedy was a wake-up call for me. I feel so helpless and guilty having forfeited the Ops Lionheart standby and not moving in the direction that I want to go. I forfeited the standby this quarter because it has your birthday and our anniversary celebration.
And so I thought about our relationship; I thought of how it had halted my achievements in life. I admit that I'm not skilled at juggling several commitments at a time, and it's my fault for not managing them well and for getting obsessed with being in love( for being so self-centred, ugh.) and letting it take priority over what I want to to achieve. But I am also frustrated by you lacking in kindness and compassion, your materialism, your extravagant lifestyle and thus not inspiring me in that aspect to strive for my calling. I'm re-looking at the meaning this relationship or a relationship in general holds in my life.
And so I thought about our relationship; I thought of how it had halted my achievements in life. I admit that I'm not skilled at juggling several commitments at a time, and it's my fault for not managing them well and for getting obsessed with being in love( for being so self-centred, ugh.) and letting it take priority over what I want to to achieve. But I am also frustrated by you lacking in kindness and compassion, your materialism, your extravagant lifestyle and thus not inspiring me in that aspect to strive for my calling. I'm re-looking at the meaning this relationship or a relationship in general holds in my life.