今晩、なんか日本語で書きたくなくてごめんね↓
くだらない話で、自分のストレス解消の更新だから、読めなくてくれたら、いいよ！
じゃあ、始めよう～
Oh shit.... I'm so over this semester of uni...
I totally regret continuing with Borderless Media in East Asia, when I already know that I'm hopeless with culture units that primarily revolve doing readings and essay writing!!!
I guess it's my own fault... I lack organisation skills so badly when it comes to uni related work... I can never finish one thing at a time...
I should have known better and to have stayed enrolled into Advanced Japanese Reading Skills, but no, I just had to have felt threatened by all the upper Japanese level students who can speak so much better than me and the lecturer was being such an ass to me with class changes... and then there was me being slack and wanting to have less contact hours to do goodness knows what... and now I'm going insane with all the remaining assignments and next weeks the last week of the semester...
I'm so crap at writing research essays and I've got 2 essays overdue since last Friday that I still haven't handed in yet and they're worth 40% and 35%... and I'm not even half way through either of them too...
I'm totally screwed over...
If I don't hand them in by this Friday, I'd lose so many more marks than I'm already losing and I really can't afford to fail these two units or else I can forget about going on exchange next April and then there goes one of my dreams...
Then I've got 2 Japanese tests within 3 hours tomorrow that I've only just printed off the handout and briefly skimmed over it a moment ago...
And I have to meet up with 倉田先生 tomorrow to get her to sign off my exchange units for the application form tomorrow and I need to show her my academic record... but I really don't want to show her the section from my double degree, Bachelor of Arts/Bachelor of Science, because my grades were a total humiliation to society.
Oh, this is driving me insane. I don't think I've given myself so much pressure to pass units until now, since next year is seriously my final year of my Bachelor degree even if I fail these two units, which I really don't intend to!
And next Tuesday is the Final Test for English as an International Language and I haven't even caught up on all the readings nor begun revising...
...I should stop ranting now... I feel like I'm talking to myself too much and it feels odd, but that's the whole point of keeping a blog is meant to be for (-_-)
I guess it's the fact that it's in English and it's faster for me to comprehend, whereas in Japanese I'm slightly slower...
I'll just sleep this off(￣ー￣；
I don't even know what I'm writing about anymore~
おやすみ！