IT's been almost 2months since i stopped doing stuffs related to working.
if i include, it's been half a year since i stopped working for a company.
What I felt from my experience of having that a long time as a NEET is the following.
1. PEOPLE cannot stand with being treated as unnecessary by others.
In japan, it is one of the virtuous thing to work, and working for a company for a ling time can show others that you are worth relying on.
if you change your job in a short interval, others lose trust in you.
And this makes you think you are regarded as unnecessary by the society you belong to.
2. Money bothers you form thinking your career earnestly.
After i quit my ex-job, i received unemployment insurance for several months.
At first, it was pretty comfortable to live without making money by myself.
but step by step i started getting aware that i cannot concentrate on how i should live.
Being supported by others including the society i belong sometimes hinder people from deciding what they should do.
3. Being Worried continuously about your future too much makes no sense.
this is just a negative spiral. Just starting something indeed sometimes results better than just thinking about what to do.
Remember Anytime you can decide how you live