There is no more reason for me to sustain...
My dream to tokyo has destroyed in 1 day...
I hv planned my trip....
purchased ticket...
now...every bit of it just makes me tear
everyone was excited about my trip...
even myself....
but...i just cannot go now...
my boss even asked me to take longer days off
becuz he believes 10 days are not enough for the trip to Japan...
and then my nihongo sensei brought me all these information
she gave all these tour guides and explained to me thoroughly...
she even asked her husband to help me find cheaper accommodation...
i just dont want to tell her that "i cant go now..."
These are PART of information she got me...
she even got me several dvds to prepare my trip...
i thank her very much....but i cannot go now...
im forced to sell my ticket...
so many things happened in this week....
i just cannot find a way for me to sustain my trip...
i cant...
i feel like im in abortion...
my baby(dream) is growing...
and now...i hv to give up on its growth...
and give it away...
can you imagine how sad im right now...
crying to a stage where no one can understand....
im forced to give up...and pay for penalty...
wtf...
My dream to tokyo has destroyed in 1 day...
I hv planned my trip....
purchased ticket...
now...every bit of it just makes me tear
everyone was excited about my trip...
even myself....
but...i just cannot go now...
my boss even asked me to take longer days off
becuz he believes 10 days are not enough for the trip to Japan...
and then my nihongo sensei brought me all these information
she gave all these tour guides and explained to me thoroughly...
she even asked her husband to help me find cheaper accommodation...
i just dont want to tell her that "i cant go now..."
These are PART of information she got me...
she even got me several dvds to prepare my trip...
i thank her very much....but i cannot go now...
im forced to sell my ticket...
so many things happened in this week....
i just cannot find a way for me to sustain my trip...
i cant...
i feel like im in abortion...
my baby(dream) is growing...
and now...i hv to give up on its growth...
and give it away...
can you imagine how sad im right now...
crying to a stage where no one can understand....
im forced to give up...and pay for penalty...
wtf...