I dont know what is wrong with me
perhaps my menstrual cycle creates this uncertain feeling
I do not feel lonely, but i somehow hv this weird feeling
empty?? is this the word??
Many people say i should not be rushing, and this may be the cause of this feeling
im not rushing
im just catch up with all the time that i hv wasted in the past
I suddenly feel like im lost
like...i dont see the way to my future...
not only that...
like what am i reli pursuing all along
God says he will take care of the poor...
am i still under his care
he fully understand my situation...
but...
he obviously shuts all my doors
There is no way to escape...
not even to give up...
Is this a sign for me to slow down...
perhaps my menstrual cycle creates this uncertain feeling
I do not feel lonely, but i somehow hv this weird feeling
empty?? is this the word??
Many people say i should not be rushing, and this may be the cause of this feeling
im not rushing
im just catch up with all the time that i hv wasted in the past
I suddenly feel like im lost
like...i dont see the way to my future...
not only that...
like what am i reli pursuing all along
God says he will take care of the poor...
am i still under his care
he fully understand my situation...
but...
he obviously shuts all my doors
There is no way to escape...
not even to give up...
Is this a sign for me to slow down...