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Back home from a little walk with a friend.





It's almost impossible to find snow in Moscow... Previous winter banks of snow were very high. 
But it's sunny now (・∀・)





I also received some New Year gifts. 








I like sweets. But it's too much (゜д゜；)
I'll spend a lot of time eating...


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1st of January in Moscow. 
Happy New Year ヽ(゜▽、゜)ノ












So many berries, I like it! ヾ(＠^▽^＠)ﾉ



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This year is coming to the end. I guess it's my last entry in 2013.

2013 was quite tiring year. Another year of drastic changes. If only I knew...

In the beginning I was filled with hope and expectation of something great. But nothing happened. Well, nothing great happened.

Unfortunately, almost all the year I suffered the illness deep inside. I had to hide all my feelings, all my thoughts. And show only nice colorful wrapper of my personality.
People who had been surrounding me before were used to that cute wrapper, huh.

There was nobody to rely on, actually. Pain deep inside, infinite lie... not things I appreciate.

Malaise and disappointment caused something like depression. I had been thinking that there was the end of everything I'd created. I was unable to make something up. It was hard even to get by.



Fortunately, one person noticed me. Or I noticed her? I can't remember it clearly. I guess I noticed her first: I had known her for about two years when I offered her to join me in my ceaseless search for the inspiration. And she accepted my offer.
It was unusual. Nobody had admitted my ideas that easily.



Cosplay at first. Music then.

I couldn't even imagine that I would find myself in music. I still don't think that I'm good enough to be a person of art.
I have tons of things to express. But all of these things are trivial, and I'm not eloquent enough to express all of them. I'm not eloquent enough even to write this entry properly.
However, I'm trying to improve my skills of playing.

PreSkyView... I like the name and the idea.
But I feel like I'm odd here. I don't want to spend all of my time playing the piano, staying separately from others on the stage...
Stage. I'm too ugly for performing on the stage.



I'm not eloquent enough. Lots of thoughts, lots of feelings, not enough words to express everything.



Now I have a reference point which I want to reach. Well, not want. It's my sincere desire.


I'll face weeks, maybe, months, years of painstaking work to reach this point. But I will reach it.



And I want to say "thank you" to all the people, who stayed with me this year. I know, I am extremely annoying, but all your cheering words are the best incentive to go ahead.
Thank you so much.

Finally, I'm on my way out.

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New Year sweets ﾍ(ﾟ∀ﾟ*)ﾉ



Giant bar of chocolate. I guess I'll eat it tomorrow with a friend of mine 


And mint candy. It's nice to find it in the shop every year.






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Practice today. 




Trying to play so many songs... It hurts my fingers, but this feeling is pleasant. 



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New Year gifts. Chocolate, some stickers and Christmas-tree decoration.



Stickers... well, for what?
For smth like this?



Or smth like this?




It's a pleasure to receive gifts, but usually I just don't know, what to do with all of them.

New Year is very soon...


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Two exams left. Now I can relax a little.


My friends from university.

We had to spend some time waiting for the teacher and sitting on the floor. This day was quite tiring, yeah (・∀・)

Drawing on the whiteboard.

My groupmate named it "buttman".
Well... I'm not going to comment it.


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Hello again.

I saw strange bottles in the shop today.

Carpe Diem.



Seize the day.
Well, I think it's not the best name for juice.



Two more guitar picks. Gift from a friend of mine.




Also I bought some... well, lychee juice?







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My second guitar in Pigg! Thank you, my dear friends. It's always a pleasure to receive notifications (^O^)

(The first one: I've almost forgot to thank (｀・ω・´) )


More guitarrzzz (^ε^)♪

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Trying, trying...


0.71, 0.73, 0.81(x2), 0.96, 1.14, 1.5, 2.
I can't say now which one is the most convenient in use. I need some time to try all of them.

My friend adviced me to order some bespoken guitar picks.
I'm not sure. Maybe just not now. I'm just an amateur player. Not that pro (・∀・)



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