I don't know if it's because I've lived most of my life actually writing instead of typing (yes, yes, I'm that old), but I still prefer paper over newfangled surfaces in this age any day.
I've been sitting on my Thinking Chair since early this evening and the first thing I did was take out my trusty pen and current fic notebook.
I'm still sitting here, writing. FYI.
It looks like I'm still attached to the old ways.
I'm sorry trees.
I've been sitting on my Thinking Chair since early this evening and the first thing I did was take out my trusty pen and current fic notebook.
I'm still sitting here, writing. FYI.
It looks like I'm still attached to the old ways.
I'm sorry trees.
A lot of things happened since I last posted, and very few people know of them. Some of them at least. I should make a list of those things just so friends would have an idea why I've been almost MIA online for the past few weeks. Here goes:
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1 Had enough of previous Life.
2. Parted with Personal Zoro. Amicably. Sort of like what Gwyneth Paltrow did except we're not married and we don't have a bunch of Mini Mes running about. He still drops by to make sweets with me though. So I ' m calling him my Personal Sanji from now on.
2. Convinced to get an MBA instead of what I initially wanted. School starts June.
3. Trying my best not to end it all because Unwanted Feelings keep on surfacing even when I'm supposed to be in the best of moods.
4. In relation to # 3, I am now trying to get in contact with people whom I haven't forgotten but had no time to contact before. It feels great hearing and seeing them again.
5. Talking about fun fandom things with close friends. I'm having a blast just exchanging Ideas with them. I always feel fluffy and warm afterward. Thank you. Thank you. You know who you guys are.
6. The most important thing of all, is that I'm trying to gain back all the faith I have lost over the years. I'm finding it both easy and difficult at the same time. But I'm getting there. I 've finally just Learned to Believe.
Those are a few of the major stuff. So yes, things have been busy for me and I'm still a bit emotionally fragile at the moment, but I'm trying to be strong. I can't say 'again', because now that I've had some time to think, I haven't been strong at all. In some aspects, yes, but not entirely. I have a lot of areas to work on, and I'm planning on concentrating on rebuilding my life - better and sturdier than before.
Also,
i keep this pic to remind me that I can be as driven to survive and thrive if I so desire. :)