4 more days..

this sandwich + peanut butter cheered me up this morning(:

guess I'm getting from bad to worse/:

don't know why my temper getting from bad to worse during production/:

don't know why harold just irritates me.

he always hang around production, ec room, library, anywhere doing nothing yet he loves going around catching + saying me/:

today I was really low and frustrated and here he comes again.

he made a remark something like you production people always come ec room do thing then never go production. (he phrased it more awful ok)

and this wasn't the first time he make this kind of comments,

its like a DAILY THING.

will you get irritated?!

was really irritated by him and I just say him

' now got what things to do? if you say me, what are you doing here then? say me aren't you doing the same thing? if got anything to do just tell me. etc etc.'

ROAR～

jennifer is another one. zzz.

felt little bad though.cause I'm the cause of her crying. zz.

chef Tan asked me to pass her the order form(daily done by SFT-s) he wants her to explain why wasn't the form sent or somethnig(not sure.) so I just go over ec room pass to her and told her chef Tan looking for her.

don't understand what she was so afraid of, keep saying not her not her, is james.

trying to push everything to james.

she wanted me to explain to sir.

I was like' I don't know anything about the order form how am I suppose to explain to sir?'

she was reluctant to go over but I insisted.

finally she raised her voice at me and gave me a face, so did I.

then she was like ' you move away!'

I answer her back ' why should I? want you move la.'

she asked back ' what?!' like wanna slap me.

I answered her like ' what what??'

yup, sir bernard was there and he asked ' what happened?' then she walked away.

she was alright till don't know what happened, heard that she went out and cry(_ _。)

yup yup, my fault my fault.

relaying a message can turn out this way.

wth.

everyone can fking tolerate her but sorry I can't do it.

maybe you can fking bully the previous shuting but not anymore.

I hate the shuting now but honestly, its just a kinda self-defence.

sorry for the past,

sorry for the present,

and lastly, the future ):

really really tired.

long life isn't that good too.

long and meaningless.

I'm just not needed.

sometimes I wonder am I that worthless? /:

Sagittarius:

Today, all the people around you are super-excited about something that is really quite boring to you, which may drive you crazy. Luckily, your tolerance for odd behavior is very high right now, so you will be able to get through the day without rolling your eyes too much. This is a great time to bring the event or project you've had on the back burner for a while back to the forefront of your mind. While everyone else is so busy with boring stuff, you'll be able to make quite a bit of headway.

(:(:(:

finally got my hair cutted yesterday with duck & david(:

had lunch at newyork pizza and watched kung fu panda at northpoint～

the movie was super funny～

we were really laughing-out LOUD～ ha ha ha

met peanut butter for dinner at cwp(:

wee～

today is a tiring but fun day о(ж＞▽＜)ｙ ☆

first day of their ec, think quite busy = good thing(:

seng made my tears roll down today but I was laughing hard at it too. LOL

he was using glove holding on to the mat (for turlip) just out from the oven,

I happened to walk in.

next moment he put the mat on my arm(x_x；)!!

damn pain la～

the next thing I know is tears coming out. haha!

and I was laughing really hard.

cause its really funny. LOL

zzz.

hope tomorrow will also be a nice fun day(:

getting sick and tired of stuffs.

need a goal,

need motivation,

need something to keep me moving/:

Sagittarius:

One of your authority figures is going to be a little difficult to deal with today, but fortunately you won't be interacting too much with them. When you do, just smile while you listen to them talk -- and then go right back to what you were doing, the way you were doing it. They'll be all bark and no bite right now, because they are distracted by the people above them (who are giving them grief). Any stress they generate for you is just misplaced frustration.

its saturday, isn't it/:

wanna blog but this page keep having error.

can't even upload photos/:

what's wrong with the internet nowadays.zzz.

had cafe cartel with val, yc, eggie & dave(:

arcade-d(:

there is such a lamer motivates me & val to chiong maximum tune.

he better wait for us.

hoho!

temper getting from bad to worse/:

YAY～

meeting duck & david tomorrow(:(:(:

cut hair cut hair cut hair(:(:(:

I'll miss these days like hell/:

Sagittarius:

Today, try to be more generous in your assessment of people who just don't seem to get it. Not everyone can be as on top of things as you are right now, and the sooner you realize that, the better. They are just working at their own pace, and at their own level of abilities. Instead of getting frustrated waiting for people to catch up with you, go off and take care of other things. They'll feel less pressure, and you'll feel less restricted. It's okay to go off on your own -- it shows people that you trust them.

perhaps I'm just a kid.

this gummies are cute!! haha

(:(:(:

since don't know when she keep saying 'not ec people, not ec people' in a joking manner,

yup, I took it as a joke.

but yesterday when someone asked 'why we must hold the meeting at container, can't hold it in ec room?'

her answer was ' because got a not ec people here ma..' etc etc.

wtf.

even a blind can see that wasn't a joke anymore.

though I always go ec find val and seng, but I helped quite alot for their ec ok.

crap.

then for today.

don't you find it lame to make a big fuss over a small cup of orange juice?

firstly, she threw it away when you know its mine. nevermind..

secondly, I said it just for the sake of saying (in a joking manner), didn't expect him to say anything to her.

felt shocked and bad when she told me that he said things to her but after she had the conversation with me (infront of her friends & her ec group members), I don't give a damn.

since she expressed that she was unhappy with what he said, I apologised on his behalf.

what else she wants.

what was that 'don't know what / how you told him' for.

what was that 'hes just a bf''for.

what was that 'got anything can come tell me don't have to tell him' for,

why must she make a big fuss about it and keep telling people about it.

going in walk-in chiller and got switched off the lights twice she assumed is us.

how sensitive can she get.

come on,

we're 18 / 19years old. not 8 / 9 years old.

who will do such a lame thing to avenge.

if we're really unhappy,

I just show it right at ur face, shoot straight at you.

yup, that's me.

27years old person(if not wrong)

please stop acting like a 7years old kid & sensitive like a 17years old girl.

got the intention just that he don't know how to phrase it in the nicer way.

don't blame him for it.

and thanks(:

thanks val, nirah & people who were there for me(:

felt that I'm becoming a complain queen(x_x；)

if weren't for val, seng, nirah, dennis, jeff, jem, hafiz, think there'll be

no more laughters,

no more comfort,

no more words.

hugs from twin*kle console me most(:

didn't feel any better after a nap/:

if I'm feeling down, don't ask.

just give me a gentle pat on head / a hug will do(:

hope tomorrow will be a better day～

last day with her.

my new fren. xD

Sagitarius:

The conflict that has been brewing between you and another person is going to start to fade today, so you can breathe a big sigh of relief and enjoy getting friendly with them again. You might not know why or how the temperature has changed, but you'll be grateful that things are cool again. Your goodwill towards this person never really went away, and welcoming it back into the relationship will feel as comfortable as putting on a favorite pair of jeans.

slack-est day ever. xD

this sandwich save the day～

thanks(:

cause my mum got TUNA bread for me/:

my first time eating sandwich with real fruit in it. not bad～ xP

pathetic dave.

that's really a funny note la～ haha xP

slacked whole day at ec room(though supposed to be at production) xP

luckily we don't have to stay till late or overnight like the culinary people. xP

jiayou ppl～

がんばって！！

shit shit shit.

that 'シアワセ～' post supposed to be private post.

how dumb can I get,

how stone can I get(x_x；)

people who read, please forget. lol

dead tired～

night(:

Zzz…(*´?｀*)｡o○

Sagittarius:

If you see the world through an idealist's eyes, it looks like a great big bunch of happy people who want only the best for each other. But if you look at it through grumpy glasses, it's quite a different picture. Which viewpoint are you going to take today? How the knot of your day unravels is completely up to you, so get in touch with your more positive mood and follow it. If you wake up on the wrong side of the bed, break the funk by treating yourself to an extra-complicated coffee drink.