this sandwich + peanut butter cheered me up this morning(:
guess I'm getting from bad to worse/:
don't know why my temper getting from bad to worse during production/:
don't know why harold just irritates me.
he always hang around production, ec room, library, anywhere doing nothing yet he loves going around catching + saying me/:
today I was really low and frustrated and here he comes again.
he made a remark something like you production people always come ec room do thing then never go production. (he phrased it more awful ok)
and this wasn't the first time he make this kind of comments,
its like a DAILY THING.
will you get irritated?!
was really irritated by him and I just say him
' now got what things to do? if you say me, what are you doing here then? say me aren't you doing the same thing? if got anything to do just tell me. etc etc.'
ROAR～
jennifer is another one. zzz.
felt little bad though.cause I'm the cause of her crying. zz.
chef Tan asked me to pass her the order form(daily done by SFT-s) he wants her to explain why wasn't the form sent or somethnig(not sure.) so I just go over ec room pass to her and told her chef Tan looking for her.
don't understand what she was so afraid of, keep saying not her not her, is james.
trying to push everything to james.
she wanted me to explain to sir.
I was like' I don't know anything about the order form how am I suppose to explain to sir?'
she was reluctant to go over but I insisted.
finally she raised her voice at me and gave me a face, so did I.
then she was like ' you move away!'
I answer her back ' why should I? want you move la.'
she asked back ' what?!' like wanna slap me.
I answered her like ' what what??'
yup, sir bernard was there and he asked ' what happened?' then she walked away.
she was alright till don't know what happened, heard that she went out and cry(_ _。)
yup yup, my fault my fault.
relaying a message can turn out this way.
wth.
everyone can fking tolerate her but sorry I can't do it.
maybe you can fking bully the previous shuting but not anymore.
I hate the shuting now but honestly, its just a kinda self-defence.
sorry for the past,
sorry for the present,
and lastly, the future ):
really really tired.
long life isn't that good too.
long and meaningless.
I'm just not needed.
sometimes I wonder am I that worthless? /:
Sagittarius:
Today, all the people around you are super-excited about something that is really quite boring to you, which may drive you crazy. Luckily, your tolerance for odd behavior is very high right now, so you will be able to get through the day without rolling your eyes too much. This is a great time to bring the event or project you've had on the back burner for a while back to the forefront of your mind. While everyone else is so busy with boring stuff, you'll be able to make quite a bit of headway.