just having lots of random thoughts again

or maybe considered as emo-session?(_ _。) but I'm not emo~


sometimes I wonder people who have quite few years of relationship, or even those who got married?

are they 'still in love' or it just became a habit or having each other there?

how do you distinguish what's love and what's habit..?


sometimes I think most guys/men are insensitive to girl's reaction & feeling..

just like, after a arguement / quarrel,

guys can pretend nothing had happened at the next moment / next day, and smile at you.

maybe they were trying to 'forgive and forget'?

but for me, I think it'll only make me feel that,

it doesn't matter to you, I mean nothing to you.

and I believe most girls would want / expect the guy to cheer her up after awhile?

not leaving her behind by herself and walk infront / away!(in the public)

and not leaving the matter just like that..

at least the guy initiate a talk and discuss to get some solution to it?

or at least say what he is unhappy about.

(that's what I think)

or guys just care about their image and 'face' and pride?


or maybe I'm expecting too much for the guys in this century(_ _。)

anyway just random thoughts. hurhur~



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