a lazy sunday

sumitomo is really a good engagement, coz it doesn't feel like peak...:)

left at 7pm on thursday and friday... a feat not accomplished since sasol last july (ﾉﾟοﾟ)ﾉ

lazing at home really does wonders to the mind.. slept till 130pm on saturday and nua-ed the entire day playing mousehunt (its addictive ok!) and scrounging through ebay in search of a replacement of the new-found love.

in the form of epi black sarah wallet. crazy cheap at 300 bucks, but as the bidding is still going on, maybe will hit 400? idk... should I get it?

no quips about authencity though i'm inclined to believe that the seller isn't lying.

such is the random-ness of lazy weekends.

and why doesnt my trap in mousehunt work!?!?

two of swords

stalemate. just like the two of swords in the tarot deck.

too many things going on at once.

not to say its none of my fault, but i only accept my part of the blame.

crossroads. which way to go?

it really sucks when you cannot trust yourself to make the right decision, and yet you don't trust others with your feelings. even though they may give much better advice that you can come up with.

in this state, where you are blinded to even the most glaring aspect of any issue.

like the blindfolded woman holding the two swords, sitting solitary upon a stone.

"just be who you are, because the people who care, don't mind and the people who mind, don't matter"

i have never understood anything beyond the literal meaning of the phrase. just like i've never understood how people could open themselves up readily to others.

maybe trust is just another arcane concept out of reach.

i encountered another incident that revoked anything i've grapsed of the above concept today.

i give up.

けだるい・・・

明日仕事に戻らなきゃ、やべ！

実はやるべきものがいっぱすぎ、昨日は完成すべき、でもとても怠けになくて、なにもできない。

いまは後悔だよ　(°Д°；≡°Д°；)

がんばってないもう、あたし　('-'*)(,_,*)('-'*)(,_,*)

あとは、

今日なんでこんなに暑いなの？　異常な現像かも・・・