long time no see! 目

school is so exhausting, i have to do so much but i somehow can't. i have to prepare a french report for monday (in a week) and didn't really start yet. its about the french départements, and i chose Lorraine (which is actually a pretty good choice because i had been there quite often.) アップ


on saturday is MUCC's live in Munich. but the tickets are sold out. i feel kinda strange about it, because i really wanted to see them again although i didn't listen to the new album AT ALL, except hanabi.
i think no one really knows how much i love(d) MUCC, but 2 years ago they were... my life.
the older lyrics are so awesome, and i was so feeling it.
and i don't like their new style. i only listened to Ageha once, and i thought it was pretty gay.
hm.

okay. today school started again and if finally entered the kollegstufe... my 12th year at school.
everything changed, and last year i chose social studies and french for my advanced courses.
my shedule changed, but it's okay. i expected something more worse.

teachers are quite ok! but my maths and physic teacher will leave in february and this REALLY sucks.....
my social studies teacher gave us some kind of ladybird-chocolate-thingie which is sooo cute ドキドキ

i got 3 "free lessons" and i can spend all of them with Martina and Sanja in the cafeteria. awesome! グッド!

i hope everything will be okay.



actually i didn't knew that you aren't allowed to cycle "over" a crosswalk. and in all these years at the gymnasium, no police-guy ever told me about it, BUT TODAY a very small, ugly extremely impolite police-woman told me about it, and she SO made me sick. poor, stupid bitch. go to hell.

yes. Paris was magnifique. i wish i could still be there - Paris is such a beautiful city.
perhaps even the most beautiful city i've ever seen.

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a masterpiece, somehow so atmospheric, full of deep emotions. beautiful and sad.
i think i red in an interview that there was a very special person that Anna-Varney lost in her life, and there are many songs that describe the farewell.
AVC is so awesome....