書き出しっていろいろ考えてしまって難しいから
まず「難しい」って書いてしまおう。
it's difficult to think about exporting various things.
First let's write "Difficult"
英語日記を始めるきっかけは
自分が学生時代に留学した経験が元にあります。
what triggered me to start an English diary
I have the experience of studying abroad when I was a student.
全く英語できない状態でニューヨークに語学留学
Learn English in New York with absolutely no English
でも目的はデザイン学校に入学だったので「デザインさえできれば英語なんか別に覚えなくていいか？」と、なぜか適当に・・・。
But my aim was to enter the design school. "I do not have to learn English other than separately
if I can design it," I had no motivation for
learning English.
なので当然デザイン学校にも行けず語学学校にも通わなくなる始末。この時の自分のだらしなさを払しょくするため、少しずつでも英語を学んでいくと誓う。
So of course I could not enrolle at the design school and I could not go to language school either. I swear that I will learn English little by little in order to pay off my sadness at this time.