lets take a break

lets take a break


i knew i have made a mistake...after a couple days i have made approach to him..i think i have made some progression...yeah...i used to be sure that it was great...but actually not..it was bad
some my friend said i must not to be fast

i think i was true...
he is like starting make a line between us
and i hope he is not starting to hate me, and feel bad to me...

after i got some conversation yesterday...
i really surprised when he called me CINTA
cinta means honey or love....
wtf i was grinning and laughing....
but it was just a minute
he directly clarifying to me that who has type that words isn't him but his friends next to him.

how terify my feeling at that time...
i think why he's so rash to clarify ...he wont make me confidence that hes also has interested to me..
if he is not, i think he wouldnt said to me that its not his typing even its definitely lying over me...
but its fine...
just make me happy by those lying honeey

so here is my last chat

loh kok onlen...beum mulai???
[Adam Albert]
18:17
lum tar lg co........
[Anda]
18:19
oke semangat!!!! ati2 jg ya...
[Adam Albert]
18:19
ya
cinta
cori tu yg nlis roni tmen ku...........
[Anda]
18:20
hmmm
jail akh..
[Adam Albert]
18:21
roni tau kan orng ya
tu bkan aq
[Anda]
18:21
iya tahu...



okay....that fine...just take lil bit time to break...i should not so active now...
but i woriied if i dindnt do anything he would forgetting me...
its my last change to get near over him

oh gosh....tasuketeeeee

tolong ya jangan bikin gue sakit hati

tolong ya jangan bikin gue sakit hati

gue mungkin terlihat lemah dan terkesan bego dimata elo!!!
iya emang gue ngarep ke elo!!tapi bukan berarti gue murahan
ELO SALAH BESAR

malah elo yang sebentar lagi gak ada harganya dimata gue??
gue cukup sensitif nangepin omongan elo yang gak elo pikir dulu pake otak

gue adah pernah lebih sakit hati dari ini, dan gue udah sukses lewatin itu semua dan bikin orang yang nyakitin gue lebih sakit hati..

gue nggak pernah nganggep siapapun remeh termasuk elo,gue selalu ngedewain elo..
tapi gue juga...dewa iblis yang bisa berbalik nyerang elo kalo elo gak tahu cara aturan bergaul dengan iblis..

iblis bukan mahluk busuk!!! dan gue cuma bertindak karena ada aksi yang mancing reaksi gue untuk menghancurkan..

gue gak pernah punya prinsip kesempatan ke-dua..
peluang hanya sekali dan jika itu elo hancurin..maka BAM!!!!
elo musnah gak bersisa

semoga elo ngerti pernah ngerasain perasaan disakiti sebelom elo mau coba-coba nyakitin perasaan gue

next conversation with adam

lanjut kegejean gw sama adam

siang
[Adam Albert]
12:43
siang jg............
[Anda]
12:44
lg apa
[Adam Albert]
12:44
lg oL..............
[Anda]
12:45
sendirian???
[Adam Albert]
12:45
ya.......km gi ap
[Anda]
12:45
bru pulang dr kampus..
[Adam Albert]
12:45
och..........
[Anda]
12:46
ini mau makan..km udah?
[Adam Albert]
12:46
och aq uda kox td
[Anda]
12:47
eh itu foto profilnya ada dmana
[Adam Albert]
12:47
di pantay jember...
[Anda]
12:47
watu ulo?
[Adam Albert]
12:48
ya betul.....
[Anda]
12:48
kapan perginya???ih gak ngajak2..
[Adam Albert]
12:48
kemaren kan lum kenel ma km.......
[Anda]
12:49
hahaga kenal jg gak mungkin diajak
[Adam Albert]
12:50
ajak lah mana mungkn km mau kan......
[Anda]
12:51
mau...tempatnya kan bgus
km kalo pagi ngapain???
km kalo pagi ngapain???
[Adam Albert]
12:52
latian lah.......
[Anda]
12:55
y kirain udah pinter gak usah latian
[Adam Albert]
12:55
kan latian yng laenya masa tu teruz.......
[Anda]
12:55
aku mau nomer hape km dong
oh iya ya...
[Adam Albert]
12:56
och 085881007445
[Anda]
12:57
thanks
[Adam Albert]
12:57
ya uda di coba
[Anda]
12:57
iya barusan nyambung kok
[Adam Albert]
12:58
oya uda ada
[Anda]
13:00
ini nomer km kartu apa?
[Adam Albert]
13:00
ya m3 knapa
[Anda]
13:00
sama kalo gitu
[Adam Albert]
13:00
och,,,
[Anda]
13:01
ntar kalo aku nonton kan biar bs hubungi km dulu
[Adam Albert]
13:02
och ya gampang........
[Anda]
13:03
udah jalan2 kmana aja selain ke pantai
[Adam Albert]
13:03
ga kemana ke situ doang ga tau taempatya soalya...
[Anda]
13:04
dijember emang gitu aja sih g ada apa2
[Adam Albert]
13:05
oya mng selain it ada apaan
[Anda]
13:05
paling jg gunung...minim tempat hiburan
[Adam Albert]
13:06
bagus tah..
[Anda]
13:06
bagus msh asri
[Adam Albert]
13:06
asri apan twu
[Anda]
13:07
yah masih alami gitu ah
[Adam Albert]
13:07
och jauh tah dari cini
[Anda]
13:08
lumayan...kmaren aku habis pergi sama temen2
[Adam Albert]
13:08
ko ga ajak2 c
[Anda]
13:09
andai udah kenal dr dulu...hehehe pasti ku ajakin trs
[Adam Albert]
13:09
masa c.....
[Anda]
13:10
kan lumayan kalo ada yg diajak bs gendong aku kalo cpek
[Adam Albert]
13:10
hehehe klu cuma gendong mah berat dng
[Anda]
13:11
digeret jg gpp
[Adam Albert]
13:12
selain dari tu kex
[Anda]
13:12
wih...kalo berat lemparin ke jurang
[Adam Albert]
13:13
mau mang
[Anda]
13:13
asal dibawah ada tarzan cakep gpp
[Adam Albert]
13:14
ih pengenya yg cakep cakep tu kya gmana c
[Anda]
13:14
kyk aku...kayak....
[Adam Albert]
13:15
aq twu cpa
[Anda]
13:18
kyk km wes....
kyk km wes....
oiya dirembangan bagus loh
[Adam Albert]
13:19
mang aq cakep ap
ga tau tu
[Anda]
13:19
dari jauh sih iya...gak tau kalo dr deket cakep p gak
[Adam Albert]
13:20
ancurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
[Anda]
13:20
hahaha....tebel di make-up dong
[Adam Albert]
13:21
cpa yg di makup cori
[Anda]
13:21
oh itu asli???? y brarti cakep...
[Adam Albert]
13:21
yalah mang km kra palsu apa
[Anda]
13:22
gak kok...aku cm salah ngira km bukan orang indo aja..
[Adam Albert]
13:23
ko bsa mang orng mana dng
[Anda]
13:23
kirain filipina ato china gt....hehehe
[Adam Albert]
13:23
uuh belastran hehehe
[Anda]
13:23
tyt urang bandung
[Adam Albert]
13:24
hehehe
[Anda]
13:24
silau sih...jd salah
[Adam Albert]
13:25
salah apanya c
[Anda]
13:25
uh...salah nebak....tyt dr indo jg gtu
[Adam Albert]
13:26
och
[Anda]
13:26
oiya km gak tau rembangan y
[Adam Albert]
13:26
ga tau tu
[Anda]
13:27
minat ksana???
[Adam Albert]
13:27
mng ada ap d stu
[Anda]
13:28
cm pemandangan sih...gunung..tp dipuncak ada kolam renangnya
[Adam Albert]
13:28
mau tu enak kyanya
[Anda]
13:29
enak adem....
[Adam Albert]
13:29
mau2
[Anda]
13:30
aku jg mau... mau ngajak yg lain jg ta???
[Adam Albert]
13:30
jauh ga c........
[Anda]
13:30
kalo dari tempat kamu sejam nyampe deh
[Adam Albert]
13:31
och tar deh mau tu kpan mu ke ctu mang
[Anda]
13:32
y bisanya km kapan??? kan yg banyak acara km...
[Adam Albert]
13:33
tar deh aq kabarin ya kn aq di cini d perpanjang ampe tgl 6
[Anda]
13:33
oiya ta???? jd ampe maret msh disini
[Adam Albert]
13:33
ya betul
[Anda]
13:34
itu acara sirkusnya yg diperpanjang ato gmana?
[Adam Albert]
13:35
ya circusya
[Anda]
13:35
sip deh...brarti disini antusiasmenya bgus y
[Adam Albert]
13:37
yaya
[Anda]
13:38
kalo sampe maret brarti ksana maret aja
[Adam Albert]
13:38
yayaya ok
[Anda]
13:38
tp masih lama....
[Adam Albert]
13:39
ya terserakh km
[Anda]
13:39
bisanya dr jam brapa ampe jam brapa?
[Adam Albert]
13:40
apanya tu
[Anda]
13:40
km di ijinin keluarnya maksudnya
[Adam Albert]
13:41
klu ga latian dari jm 1 ampe jm 6
[Anda]
13:42
brati paling gak harus nyampe rambi lg jam 5 kan
[Adam Albert]
13:42
yaya betul
[Anda]
13:43
oke bs diatur...cm ntar ksananya gmana y???
aku pengenya sih naik motor
[Adam Albert]
13:43
km kan yng nganter aq
[Anda]
13:44
trus yg lain gmana?
[Adam Albert]
13:44
oya ga ppa kox asal jngan jalan aj
yng laen cpa
[Anda]
13:44
kyak mbak eva gitu emang gak mau diajak??
[Adam Albert]
13:45
trserah km c
[Anda]
13:45
terserah mulu...emang kalo keluar sendiri gpp?
[Adam Albert]
13:46
ya gga ppa lah mang aq anak nya ap
[Anda]
13:46
anaknya macan...hehehe...
[Adam Albert]
13:47
yayayay
[Anda]
13:47
brarti ntar aku jemput km gitu y
[Adam Albert]
13:47
ya boleh tu
[Anda]
13:48
bisa naek motor kan
[Adam Albert]
13:49
bisa2 knapa mng
[Anda]
13:49
BONCEEENGGG
[Adam Albert]
13:50
yaya pegangan yng kuat ya
[Anda]
13:50
asal jangan atraksi aja ditengah jalan..
[Adam Albert]
13:51
yaya ga lah aq jg tau aturan kox
[Anda]
13:51
iye bang...peace
[Adam Albert]
13:52
kox bang c aq kan masi muda
[Anda]
13:52
masa adek....
mas adam lucu juga...
[Adam Albert]
13:53
ya kex ter serah km
[Anda]
13:53
tuh kan terserah lg...ckckckck
[Adam Albert]
13:54
hehehehe
[Anda]
13:56
km brarti yg manggil aku embak
[Adam Albert]
13:57
embak hehehe
[Anda]
13:57
adek lutunaaa
[Adam Albert]
13:58
apaaan tu
[Anda]
13:58
lucunyaaaa....
[Adam Albert]
13:58
ochh
kan ga tau basa apa tu
[Anda]
13:59
bahasa plesetan
aku ma temen2 mau nonton rombongan gak dapet diskon nih???
[Adam Albert]
13:59
och hehe
ga tau aq kan bukan orng loket ba
[Anda]
14:00
y mintain kek...gratisan jg boeh..hehehe
[Adam Albert]
14:02
aq tau ba kliu masalah tiket
[Anda]
14:02
yah kirain ade tau...
kira2 kalo aku ntar nonton km bs langsung ngenalin g ya????
[Adam Albert]
14:04
[Anda]
14:00
y mintain kek...gratisan jg boeh..hehehe
[Adam Albert]
14:02
aq tau ba kliu masalah tiket
[Anda]
14:02
yah kirain ade tau...
kira2 kalo aku ntar nonton km bs langsung ngenalin g ya????
[Adam Albert]
14:04
ngenalin apa
[Anda]
14:04
ngenalin keberadaanku honeeey
[Adam Albert]
14:05
yaya bisa2
[Anda]
14:06
ade sama mbak kan punya kontak batin...jd bisa lah...hehe
[Adam Albert]
14:07
maksud nya apa tu
[Anda]
14:07
ampun deh si ade gak nyambung mulu
maksudnya bisa ngenalin...kan punya kontak batin
[Adam Albert]
14:08
ya kontak batin tu apa ba
oyaya
[Anda]
14:08
tauk akh gelap
[Adam Albert]
14:08
yaya ih
[Anda]
14:09
yayaya..
[Adam Albert]
14:09
aq ta of dlu ya ngantuk nie
dah
[Anda]
14:09
iya....istirahat wes sana
dadah ade....
have a good day



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