the thoughts from going-away party and 星になれたら

Argh, I am still working on essays. That's so intense! This Political Science essay takes me forever...

I remember that this song cheered me up 4 years ago. Since I decided to go to Canada, I've kept listening to this song



この街を出て行く事に

決めたのは　いつか　君と

話した夢の　続きが今も

捨てきれないから



長く助走をとった方がより遠くに飛べるって聞いた


さようなら　会えなくなるけど

さみしくなんかないよ

そのうちきっと　大きな声で

笑える日が来るから

動き出した　僕の夢　高い山越えて

星になれたらいいな


Last time I listened to this song, I tried to encourage myself to achieve my dream in Canada, but now, I am leaving Canada to Japan... Time goes just so fast

Why I love (Yes, more than "like"!) Mr.Children is not just because their lyrics are positive but because they talk about the negative side of people's feelings. Since Sakurai-san himself admitted that he has a lot of weaknesses inside, I can listen to their songs without bitterness and they cheer me up all the time...

I actually had a going-away party at my place last night because I am leaving Toronto so soon like this upcoming Friday. I was so happy because about 25 people showed up even though it was Sunday night. Some of them even live far away from Toronto like 2-hour-drive and had to work at next morning but they tried to make it That's why I was filled with happiness

I don't wanna forget those types of feelings, appreciation and respect... love and peace

糸 Bank Band

Phew I've been working on essays and assignments a whole night... now I'm in a break

I went to ap bank fes in 2005 and heard the song which was originally written by Nakajima Miyuki and Sakurai-san has covered as Bank Band.
It was such an amazing show and I can't forget how I felt when I was there. I just love the song. It reminds me of the feeling appreciating people I've ever met.

なぜ　めぐり逢うのかを
私たちは　なにも知らない
いつ　めぐり逢うのかを
私たちは　いつも知らない

どこにいたの　生きてきたの
遠い空の下　ふたつの物語
縦の糸はあなた　横の糸は私
織りなす布は　いつか誰かを
暖めうるかもしてない

なぜ　生きてゆくのかを
迷った日の跡の　ささくれ
夢追いかけ走って
ころんだ日の跡の　ささくれ

こんな糸が　なんになるの
心許なくて ふるえてた風の中
縦の糸はあなた　横の糸は私
織りなす布は　いつか誰かの
傷をかばうかもしれない

縦の糸はあなた　横の糸は私
逢うべき糸に　出逢えることを
人は　仕合わせと呼びます

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If you say...

縦の糸はあなた　横の糸は私
逢うべき糸に　出逢えることを
人は　仕合わせと呼びます

I'm pretty sure that...I am happy 仕合わせ
more than happy

I can't still believe that I will be away from my boyfriend for a while... I wanna believe that our life cross over one another like this lyrics...

Where there is a will, there is a way.

Hi everyone,

Sorry about not responding to your comments either Peta.

My laptop was dead at once and new OS was installed but then, it is probably only supported by English so that I cannot type Japanese even though I can read some websites written in Japanese somehow... What's going on? really...

Anyways, I've been actually still working on essays and assignments. I know, I am way too lazy. But I finally started studying hard these days so I am just hoping it'll be alright. What I can do is only working on it as hard as possible.

I don't really have time right now so I can't update blog for a while. Sorry about that.

Well, I gotta work on essays from now again. It's really stressful but I am trying to believe in the words... "where there is a will, there is a way."