I have no idea whether the past 2 years spent would have any meaning or help to my future career.
I know that I've wasted a lot of time in this school.
but I guess I did learn some things, no matter how small, how insignificant.
I've learnt that making acquaintances is an easy thing.
especially if you're empathetic.
but making friends that stick around is difficult.
making friends that stupid can trust is even harder.
I've learn that nothing in school has prepared me for the outside world.
that nothing could possibly prepare you for life.
like playing paintball, maybe.
no matter how much you read about it online, it wouldn't help much.
you wouldn't learn anything from it.
you have to have the real thing in your hands, firing it, running around trying to remember tactics while you're taking cover hiding your ass.
it's like that.
it's like that influenza shot your dad forgot to told you about until you're at the clinic.
you just gotta shit through the ride with your heart in your mouth and make sure you don't regret what you do.
and that your actions make sense.
even though people would reject you for doing what you did, as long as you remain justifiable to yourself, its alright.
that's the best possible outcome.
I've learnt that things never ever turns out the way we want them to.
every move you make you just got to pray hard and hope that the stars align.
I've learnt that things are never what they seem to be.
the more you know, the better.
the less people know about what you know, the better.
just stay silent and low, rat out those who can't be trusted and keep them close to you.
keep friends near, but your enemies closer.
right?
right you are.
and I've learnt that no matter how insane of a situation you're put in, no matter how hard or difficult or tired you are, you have to remain focused on your goals.
don't let anything distract you.
eyes on the prize boy.
I know that I've wasted a lot of time in this school.
but I guess I did learn some things, no matter how small, how insignificant.
I've learnt that making acquaintances is an easy thing.
especially if you're empathetic.
but making friends that stick around is difficult.
making friends that stupid can trust is even harder.
I've learn that nothing in school has prepared me for the outside world.
that nothing could possibly prepare you for life.
like playing paintball, maybe.
no matter how much you read about it online, it wouldn't help much.
you wouldn't learn anything from it.
you have to have the real thing in your hands, firing it, running around trying to remember tactics while you're taking cover hiding your ass.
it's like that.
it's like that influenza shot your dad forgot to told you about until you're at the clinic.
you just gotta shit through the ride with your heart in your mouth and make sure you don't regret what you do.
and that your actions make sense.
even though people would reject you for doing what you did, as long as you remain justifiable to yourself, its alright.
that's the best possible outcome.
I've learnt that things never ever turns out the way we want them to.
every move you make you just got to pray hard and hope that the stars align.
I've learnt that things are never what they seem to be.
the more you know, the better.
the less people know about what you know, the better.
just stay silent and low, rat out those who can't be trusted and keep them close to you.
keep friends near, but your enemies closer.
right?
right you are.
and I've learnt that no matter how insane of a situation you're put in, no matter how hard or difficult or tired you are, you have to remain focused on your goals.
don't let anything distract you.
eyes on the prize boy.