indecisive

I'm terribly indecisive these days.

sigh ever since Saturday.

go out or not to go out?

study or give up studying?

sigh.

I'm just getting pulled along by everything because I want to have a good time, not thinking about my future.

oh well.

heading off to meet sq and then the gentlemen after midnight for soccer.

and studying.

...like that'll ever happen.