Love Letter

i finally received her letter,my beloved Yuri.LOL
my mum gave it to me before she slept and she said she forgot!

i was singing DEATHGAZE's Dearest and she handed me your letter.

i love you.
maybe i should have read it tomorrow,since its Valentine's Day
but i think Valentine's Day is just a bunch of crap.

thank you so much Yuri.

i watches you sleep at night (° ∀ °) b

Stroll

Good morning.
Yesterday i went out with my school friend.
I saw the Varsity Jacket i wanted to buy.
Instead i bought a casing my handphone.
Its a black devil.

I also saw some DVD's: American Horror Story,
Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Season 2,
& Junjou Romantica Season 1 & 2.

I didn't know which should i buy.
I want to buy them all
but i didn't.

and i've been so Hyped about the
L'Arc~en~Ciel concert in Jakarta.

My dad allows me meaning
he'll pay for the ticket and also the plane ticket.
I'll pay : Renewing my passport
and cost of living & buying things there.

Also i want to go there,because
my aunt and cousin lives there.

I hope everything is fine.
My friend, Kanata,she found someone
who wants to sell their tickets.
I will get the premium one.

Thank you so much Kanata but i hope everything
turns out well.
Meaning no problems paying the person who is going
to sell it to me. ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡━━━ﾝ!!!!

sigh

so,hello again.i'm not blogging a lot as before.you can say
i used to blog everyday.

now i'm just too tired.

today is my younger bro's birthday.he's 16.

brunch we went for japanese.

and we went to the mall after that,called Gardens.

and over at Midvalley,i saw a lot of things i want to buy.

but then,since i spent my pay on my new phone.

i'll get them next month.

clothes,shoes,bags,DVD's.


sigh.i hate being a teenager,but i'm no longer one,i guess.
or maybe soon.

my negative thoughts still remains.

for example,daydreaming while waiting for a train &
imagining someone pushes you and then you go splat.

everything is just black to me now,as in everything
i would want to own.

black & white.

huhh i will always be somehow a disappointment to someone.

but i don't mind.

it's nothing actually (-O-)

Tokyo Street

dinner was in Tokyo Street
and dad treated us.

i miss you so much papa.



ordered Yakiniku Don,ate some mushrooms
and scallops.

i want to buy a Lomo Camera.
they sell a lot in Tokyo Street.

i will get one.

but it depends,which phone should i buy.

i'm really liking Nokia N9,but its over my budget.

if Blackberry,maybe not.

Xperia.i can afford it but,i'm scared because
i know if i use Sony Erricson,it will break
within a month.

a dilemma i must solve.

castle

i went to my friends wedding today.
i'm happy to meet my old school friends-

i hope everything remained forever.

weddings,i wonder when will it be till i get married.

okay,thats funny.

today i looked in Saigo,a korean unisex mall.like a shop.i want it.but i need paypal!

i shall do paypal for myself and buy beautiful clothes from beautiful websites.

beautiful clothes are beautiful! (-^□^-)