i used to blog everyday.
now i'm just too tired.
today is my younger bro's birthday.he's 16.
brunch we went for japanese.
and we went to the mall after that,called Gardens.
and over at Midvalley,i saw a lot of things i want to buy.
but then,since i spent my pay on my new phone.
i'll get them next month.
clothes,shoes,bags,DVD's.
sigh.i hate being a teenager,but i'm no longer one,i guess.
or maybe soon.
my negative thoughts still remains.
for example,daydreaming while waiting for a train &
imagining someone pushes you and then you go splat.
everything is just black to me now,as in everything
i would want to own.
black & white.
huhh i will always be somehow a disappointment to someone.
but i don't mind.
it's nothing actually (-O-)