Retarded

I hit my head with the car door today.
Who does that...
Anyways my right eyebrow area is bruised.
And I feel really retarded.

fuck

’めんどくさい’と言って

なんか

いたい。

’大好き’と言なくって

もう’頑張って’を話せて、

なんか

いたい。

今幸せですか？
一人だけ嬉しいですか？
もうあたしを会えなくてもいいですか？

分かりますよ。
音楽は君の大説のほう

でも

あたしは？

あたしは大説じゃないの？

分かるよ
今子供が見たい。
ごめんね。

でも

なんかね

本当に

傷つきました

本当に会いたいだって、

今日' I love you'

聞きたかったよ。

じゃ、

I love you.
頑張って。
ごめんね。

待ってます。

Sorry

Sorry that i'm so selfish,
I wanted to see the person I love.
And I haven't seen him in forever.

I understand work is work.

But I just wanted to see him.


Sorry if that was too much to ask.

I think I'm becoming too selfish lately.

I need to find a job and keep myself busy.

I've been living too leisurely.

I feel guilty with my mom going to work at 5am/6am everyday.

It's time I grow up.

I think I've been a kid way too long.

No wonder you're so upset at me.

Sorry.

I'll do my best to become a responsible adult.