I want to be like my sister.
she's so cute.
she has many friends and a nice boyfriend.
she has a people skill unlike me.
I has been jealous with her.
I want to be like her.

I can't accept myself.
I can't love myself.
I hate my shy personality.
so I feel like everybody looks me down, even if I know it's my over-thinking.
I feel bad with myself.
I don't know what I can do for myself.
I want to love myself.
I wanna accept my personality.

Just love myself. Just it.