Have you ever felt as if the time is passing by....days are going too fast for you,,,and not only that but you feel guilty and dissapointed that you haven't done anything spectacular.
I have a comfortable life, I have great friends and good food to eat every day. I even realize how fortunate I am to be here and have all these opportunities...
But somehow...I still am not satisfied with my actions sometimes. It feels as if I can do more stuff than I am doing..Every night I tell to myself, "Ok so from now on, you will go to bed early so that you can wake up super early and have a better feeling...do more stuff and be happy! Study in the morning, read a book every day...get smarter..so that when school starts you can use all this knowledge in your studies and make your life easier and fuller overall."
But what I actually do?
I go to bed even later, because night is the time when good ideas pop up into mind and I realize that I wasted my whole day and so I need to wake up..and do all these exciting things.
I wake up the next morning, and somehow forget all that motivation from the night before.
What is going on with me>?? During the school year, I am always so stressed with school and I am counting down the days until break so that then I can do only things I missed and can fully do. Like read good books, study japanese, meet my friends every day, sew clothes, be with my parents and grandparents, exercise and just enjoy the life.
Hmm it's not smehow as easy as I though. I have always been tough on myself, and doubt that I achieve things I dreamed of. I now know that I can make it. That is why I am writing this blog,...to let all the frustration go and start anew,.
The beauty in life is that with every morning...we get new opportunities and chances to shape our life in a way we want. Sometimes we expect it to be super easy...it is not! but I think we can all make it. Right??
Nothing happens too fast, but slowly...day after another...we can make it.
My big dream is to speak fluent japanese, and then if possible speak korean the same way.
I told myself...I first need to learn japanese. So I am trying :) It is difficult...but just like I learned English at school...I thin k I can master japanese...Since I have much more passion for it.
So Ganbarimaaaasu!! hehe~
I can make this happen. And so I will show myself what a good passion I have in myself and drive to make things happen finally!!!
Thanks for reading my thoughts!
じゃね～
I have a comfortable life, I have great friends and good food to eat every day. I even realize how fortunate I am to be here and have all these opportunities...
But somehow...I still am not satisfied with my actions sometimes. It feels as if I can do more stuff than I am doing..Every night I tell to myself, "Ok so from now on, you will go to bed early so that you can wake up super early and have a better feeling...do more stuff and be happy! Study in the morning, read a book every day...get smarter..so that when school starts you can use all this knowledge in your studies and make your life easier and fuller overall."
But what I actually do?
I go to bed even later, because night is the time when good ideas pop up into mind and I realize that I wasted my whole day and so I need to wake up..and do all these exciting things.
I wake up the next morning, and somehow forget all that motivation from the night before.
What is going on with me>?? During the school year, I am always so stressed with school and I am counting down the days until break so that then I can do only things I missed and can fully do. Like read good books, study japanese, meet my friends every day, sew clothes, be with my parents and grandparents, exercise and just enjoy the life.
Hmm it's not smehow as easy as I though. I have always been tough on myself, and doubt that I achieve things I dreamed of. I now know that I can make it. That is why I am writing this blog,...to let all the frustration go and start anew,.
The beauty in life is that with every morning...we get new opportunities and chances to shape our life in a way we want. Sometimes we expect it to be super easy...it is not! but I think we can all make it. Right??
Nothing happens too fast, but slowly...day after another...we can make it.
My big dream is to speak fluent japanese, and then if possible speak korean the same way.
I told myself...I first need to learn japanese. So I am trying :) It is difficult...but just like I learned English at school...I thin k I can master japanese...Since I have much more passion for it.
So Ganbarimaaaasu!! hehe~
I can make this happen. And so I will show myself what a good passion I have in myself and drive to make things happen finally!!! Thanks for reading my thoughts!
じゃね～