当時の夢にうなされた。今 80代でお元気の先生が さあて、論文を見ないとっていう姿勢で50代の若さでお出でになる。二度目 何でや?と思う間もない間に二度目の卒業論文に取り組む夢を見た。疲れた。
実際には 自分のオリジナルな考えっていうのは何処に在るのか?みんな親や学校の先生が教えてくれたもんだぞ。という重大な事に悩んでおり、卒業論文なんか二の次の事態だった。
挙句 幻覚を観て 幻聴を聞いてしまい、精神科医の診察を受けた時には、神経衰弱の診断が確定していた。
何なんだそれはですね。
I had a nightmare in a dream in those days. You assign one a fine teacher by 80 now and come by the youth in fifties by the posture I have to judge a thesis by which. Why isn't that liked the second time? While I didn't have that while I thought so, I had the dream which works on the second time of graduation thesis. I'm tired.
Where is the one as its original idea actually? A parent and a teacher at school told everyone to me. I say so, a graduation thesis suffered from an important thing, and was a situation of secondary importance.
A last line When seeing a hallucination, hearing an auditory hallucination and having psychiatrist's medical examination, a check of nervous breakdown was fixed.
What is it, it's that, isn't it?