depression - 落ち込んだ
バッドナイトを過ごし、その上バッドモーニングを迎えてしまった。落ち込んで、脱力してて、肌の自殺行為と言うヒトもあると知りつつ、化粧をしたまま眠り、朝を迎え午后になった。これだけでも十分情けない。
そしてまた今日という日に直面できないでいる。
自己管理能力がここまでない大人もあんまりいないだろうな。
あたしってナニものよ。
どよーん
had a bad night so had a bad morning, I'm very down, lethargic, very low in spirit. i knew it was the worst thing to do for my skin as they say...when i had the morning and the afternoon my cosmetics was still on my face. this is depressing enough! on top of that I haven't faced up to another day yet. we are far away from something like establishment, to build up, to construct, to found, to bond...we are provocative, distracted, distorted and insecure. I must be the last person who everybody wants to live with! I should lock myself up in a little room. nothing is harder than the human relationships in the same house even with the original family or the family you made.
establishment, to build up, to construct, to found, to bond...そんなところからほど遠いモードが続く。
つまり破壊的モード。一緒に住むには最悪のニンゲン。
一つ屋根の下のニンゲン関係ほど難しいものはない。自分が出身した家族でも、自分で作った家族でも。
バッドナイトを過ごし、その上バッドモーニングを迎えてしまった。落ち込んで、脱力してて、肌の自殺行為と言うヒトもあると知りつつ、化粧をしたまま眠り、朝を迎え午后になった。これだけでも十分情けない。
そしてまた今日という日に直面できないでいる。
自己管理能力がここまでない大人もあんまりいないだろうな。
あたしってナニものよ。
どよーん
had a bad night so had a bad morning, I'm very down, lethargic, very low in spirit. i knew it was the worst thing to do for my skin as they say...when i had the morning and the afternoon my cosmetics was still on my face. this is depressing enough! on top of that I haven't faced up to another day yet. we are far away from something like establishment, to build up, to construct, to found, to bond...we are provocative, distracted, distorted and insecure. I must be the last person who everybody wants to live with! I should lock myself up in a little room. nothing is harder than the human relationships in the same house even with the original family or the family you made.
establishment, to build up, to construct, to found, to bond...そんなところからほど遠いモードが続く。
つまり破壊的モード。一緒に住むには最悪のニンゲン。
一つ屋根の下のニンゲン関係ほど難しいものはない。自分が出身した家族でも、自分で作った家族でも。